Blind Love

chapter 2

Chapter 2

I stepped back from luke and Harry's eyes followed me as I moved . I know we aren't technically going out but I still feel guilty to be with Luke. Considering our back ground . harry finally spoke and answered luke but I wasn't paying any attention what so ever

. I left. I needed air, I had to get out of here . I let my feet lead me and didn't allow myself to think much to as I was heading .  

I've been zoning out lately and I can't seem to find why I've. At least I don't think I know what the reason it was . I finally stopped when I met eyes with demi. I guess I looked worried cause she came up to me and asked if I were okay and I said I was okay and just needed to process everything that has recently happen in less than 24 hours. 

Think about the positive Abby . You'll be home soon with my family awaiting for me in the airport with the girls parents. Luckily us three lived in Florida and just miles apart. Sasha lives in westpalm beach , cara in Orlando ,  Anastasia lives in Kendall , i in the other hand love in Miami.

I should be happy I won the X factor and meet these wonderful people during the process but I'm not? I bet it has to do with the fact I haven't seen my parents. It must be it. Right? 

I heard a large thud and when I turns around I caught my eyes with one of the guys from summer madness . He looked at me and then just shrugged his shoulders and reached his pocket for a pack of cigaret . 

I don't know why I stayed there I just did. I wasn't staring but I was seeing him from the corner of my eye. 

You see Austin wasn't just any type of guy. He was mysterious. That type of mysterious that makes you want to know more about him but he was also strange in a way. He wasn't quite unless he didn't know you but he wasn't loud either. He was unbelievably beautiful. He had that perfect chestnut hair that fell perfectly in the right places ,His emerald green brown eyes , his tall figure for a 17 year old,and those perfectly plum red lips of his...---

Wait what was I doing? He is a friend. I can't be crushing on him. I can't right now . Not with all the things happening with Harry ,luke, and I . 

"So how's everything in pop sensation county ? I haven't spoken to you since...hell last time we spoke was when the guys and I were still in the show. So tell me how's everything?" Austin manage to speak as he exhaled the death fumes from the death stick it's self. 

Austin was one of the people I could talk to without feeling judge. He'll we was the only person I spoke to outside of the girls. He was just so honest even if the truth would hurt you he'd still tell you. 

I guess I was staring at him and he felt uncomfortable and I wasn't even noticing how I made him feel so awkward. 

"Do I really have to say? I'm pretty positive you can read all about it online...everyone does anyways.regardless if it's true or not."

I didn't look up. I just let the words come out of my mouth and stared at the Lilly flower infront of me.

"Abby, you know you can just screw them both over right? I'm not going to say crap about any of them cause I don't personally know them as much like you do. But what I do know is that you were once happy. Fuck you were a ball of sunshine. And as soon as you started talking to both of them you started to change. I get it you know. Which girl wouldn't want to be in your shoes right? You have both harry styles and luke hemmings eating at the palms of your hands. You have them so whipped. But none of them make the move to try and get to you and hold you. As if they're to afraid to commit. I don't like judging you know that. Don't take this the wrong way either. But Abby why keep doing this to yourself ? I barely see you smile anymore. You can't just say you're fine cause I know you better than anyone. You know it too. Before all the hate, before all the rude comments, before all the papps around you , you were genuinely the most happiest girl I've met. They are just ruining you Abby.but this is just my opinion. Do what you think is right. "

I didn't have to be a genius to know that what Austin was saying was right in multiple ways. Deep inside I knew they were ruining me... I just don't want to accept it. I can't. 

"Austin... I -" cut short by a big pang of the door hitting the wall. 

"Abeline ! Luke and harry are at it again! Help!" Sasha spoke as she tugged on my long sleeved nirvana band tee. 

"Go, wouldn't want it to be all over tmz now would we? See ya abz." And just like that I was dragged away from Austin and into the screaming scene of two ex-bestfriends fighting .

"Fuck you! You have no idea what you're saying . How do we not know this isn't just another one of your so famous PR stunt harry? You'll just end up and ruin her!"

"It isn't you little shit. Stop bringing up the past. I never liked Kendal it was all an act yes but she was in it. You are too young to understand anyways. Anyways without us your stupid little Amature band would've been nothing." Harry spat back at Lucas. 

Harry was on top of luke grabbing him from his gray shirt collar punching him. Paul was trying to break the fight up but he couldn't break it up just himself. He needed back up. The 5sos guys weren't there neither were the other boys . I wish they were. 

"Damn it Abby don't just stand and watch do something!" Cara screamed in my left ear. 

I felt a pair of eyes stare at me. Out of all the sets of eyes that were in my direction only one seemed to catch my attention. His cold gray eyes stared into mine as if to say an untold secret or thought but I was not getting it. Soon enough they broke eye contact from mine and next think I know his gaze was gone and I was pushed into the fight.

 I have to do something about these two and I don't know what. 

"GUYS STOP!" I screamed with all of my force. But that didn't seem to work. I have to get in the fight and hopefully not get hurt. 

"Harry stop it! ST--" Bam! my body made contact with the floor and my head throbbed with agonizing pain. Soon enough the two boys stoped fighting and got up. 

The girls came runing towards me but I can't seem to picture anything out. Next think I know I'm in deep slumber. All I hear is faint screaming and a couple of tears. 

"It's all your fault! Look what you did!"

"Abby , dear stay with us . "

"Abby...."