The Art Of A Happy Breakup

The Break Up

A/N: I hope this will somehow help you; para sa mga kailangan ng tap sa likod na magiging okay lang ang lahat pagkatapos ng break-up. ;)

Enjoy reading!
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"What's this throwback picture all about?" He said while scrolling down his phone. Galit nanaman sya. Halos isang linggo na syang ganyan.

Nandito kami sa condo nya ngayon. We're here in his living room.

"K--kasi it's been a long time since the last time we had a good picture together so nag post nalang ako ng throwback" I smiled. Trying to change the negative vibes around us as much as possible, Pero bigla din yun nabura.

"Why? Anong gusto mo iparating sa ibang tao?" Iritado nyang sabi. I bit my lower lip. Im not gonna cry. You're not going to cry infront of him, Heaven. You have to prove him everything is fine. Na kaya pang masolusyonan ang anumang maling nangyayari sainyong dalawa.

I sighed. "That we're okay? That we're perfectly fine?--" He looked at me.

"Kahit hindi?" Bwisit na sagot nya. He's so annoyed at me right now just because I uploaded a throwback picture of us. Great.

"At least I'm trying to fix what is not okay, Dimon" kalmado kong sabi. It's not that I'm trying to calm myself. It's just that when it come's to him, I'm always calm. I'm always forgiving....

"Stop trying. Stop trying hard, Heaven. It's not working."

And it sucks.

He stood up. Was about to go to his room but I manage to follow him.

"Y--y--you want me to delete the picture? Fine, baby, I will delete it now. Please don't get mad at me. Please Dimon! Ayaw ko ng away, please!" I sound so apologetic and desperate but who cares? I love him.

Bago pa sya makarating sa tapat ng kwarto nya huminto sya at hinarap ako. He gave me a broken stare. Sobrang lungkot ng mga mata nya, parang yung lungkot ng langit kapag uulan na, for the first time, the strong image of him to me was gone....he was so fragile.

He manage to calm his self. He took a deep sigh.

"I--I'm not mad at you Heaven..." He wipe his tears. "I'm mad at myself"

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I'm Heaven Bliss Zamora...and this is my story:

Flashback

Dimon (dih-mon) and I are bestfriends way back in Highschool. Second year palang talagang sobrang close na kaming dalawa.

"Heaven!" He's so happy. "Ngayon na ako aamin kay Sinnthya!" I gave him a smile....a fake one.

1 year na kaming mag bestfriend. I'm his bestfriend but him? He's my world. And I know he will NEVER feel the same for me. Never, Heaven.

"Grabe! Kinakabahan ako! Look--" he held my hands. My heart skip a beat. I always do everytime he does that.

"Ang lamig ng mga kamay ko! This is the first time I will do this!" Of course Dimon, kasi sanay kang ang babae ang gumagawa ng first move.