Letters to Anybody

Letter 4

Dear whoever,

I found out there's more ways to self harm.

I knew there were more but if I looked I'd be more tempted, you know.

To anyone who has self harmed or is thinking about it.

I can't say anything becuase it hurts.

I don't know what things your going through.

But I know it hurts.

I know it pushes the buttons.

I think about my problems all the time.

Call it unhealthy but I cant help it.

It just happens.

And i know I have done 4 of these letter in a day but I needed to.

I really needed to.

Because I am hated, I am worthless, I am an idiot.

I am insane.

I can't trust easily.

I am meant to be strong.

But I can't pretend anymore.

You don't need to believe anything I say because no one takes me seriously.

I say I am crazy.

They say your right.

I say I am good at this.

They say "Hey look at hers its amazing."

When will I get recognition?

When will someone say "Well done, ________."

To anyone out there

Sorry for being a burden.

Sorry for existing.

An invisible girl

- M

"Sharp words like knives, they were cutting her down."