Guys im sorry i haven't updated in forever, my parents took my phone for a week and deleted wattpad of of it i suck at typing. plz forgive me fr being gone so long :[
anyway i dont have emojis anymore so i cant do hearts like i planned {if im wrong correct me on that}
TRIGGER WORNINGS THIS CHAPTER MENTIONS THE SLITTING OF RISTS AND WANTING TO DIE!!!!!!!!
now to the actual story..
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i was doing it again i was slitting my own rists just to see if i had any blood going through my veins, all that was going through my head is that i was a killer and i deserved death. i hated my life, not only because i was a killer also because i was bullied for my appearance, some people ask me why im so pale and why im so skinny, and the problem is i cant tell them. my brother wonders why in hell do i still cut after becoming a vampier, i try to lie and say just cuz i want to see if i can be human again but he could never understand. i do it because i dont want to live in a world full of angry suiciedl teens that nobody cares about, honestly they scare me. And the adults are just as bad they dont even notice when thier kid is cutting or even if they had allredy killed themselves. this world is just a pile of shit and i dont want to be here.
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Sorry this chapter is the fucking shortest chapter ever but i needed to do somthin so yall diden't think i was dead!!
life is terrible right now cuz i just went back to school in a suit jaket even though im a girl and evryone was freaking out and asking me about my sexuality and my sexuality is a touchy subject, even though i think im gay cuz i know fr sure im attracted to women, idk what else so im kinda stuck and i mightonly update on weekends and maby a few small chapters during school
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STAY ALIVE JELLY BEANS
DONT DO DRUGS
MCR NEEDS TO GET BACK TOGETHER
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