thought of the day

Falling in love

I dont want to fall in love.

Because thats fast and unpredictable and scary.

Thats knowing the person after you've given them your heart.

Thats being vulnerable before being knowledgeable.

They could be a liar, a player, a cheat.

They could be an honestly confused person.

They could not be interested, you don’t know!

And thats scary.

I want to grow in love.

Because then i know them, who they are, where they’ve been, where they plan to go.

I know they’re highest and lowest points and moods, and they know mine.

Im a friend before im more.

Im knowledgeable before im vulnerable.

And we just fit.

But no

Thats to perfect, isnt it?

No one “just fits.”

The universe knows that.

And it loves to remind me.