Raving Stories

J.O.E. stands for Journey of Enlightenment. This is the continuation of a journey. Consider it a non-dual inquiry diary. This is real life. Join for the ride of this lovely rant and may you, too, come to realize (the) absolutely no-thing ;)

Odessa Redd is conflicted with her first love. After he introduced her to the underground party scene and made her fall in love with everything surrounding it. The music, dancing, the mind altering aspects. Their relationship starts falling into rocky waters. What opportunities will she see through to save herself from the wreckage of a first love heartbreak? Maybe the eyes she truly desires have already been watching & waiting for her? (This story may contain descriptions of the use of substances & sexuality)

random thoughts i have. i want to update daily, like a diary sort of thing. probably not gonna happen. :3

Three poems showing a glimpse of addiction from beginning to end from experimenting to being hooked from good times to miserable times. This is just my opinion and a little insight into my life.

"Would you care to hear the stories of a weary traveller, oh my fellow man, before we retire tonight?"

An short, uncovered journal entry written by Rayman, describing his horrible time in the clutches of the Rabbids. How he feels, his time in slavery, his motives, and generally how it felt to be a lowly gladiator to the abominations that are the Rabbids. Read this story to find out what really happened behind the bars. Warning: Contains murder and mild blood and gore

my view of life

My ranting and ravings about things going on in my life, movies, TV shows and books. Feel free to comment or not. These are just my thoughts and opinions. WARNING: May contain spoilers about TV shows and movies.

In which Rosemund Pike is trapped in her own mind.

~This is a fictional story told through journal entries. Nadia is a seventeen year old girl in high school. She has not been exactly a 'people person' since the occurrence of her mother's death, she likes to keep mostly to herself though she has a great passion for techno and lives a regular club life in the city of Denver Colorado. All Nadia knows and truly loves is music, but a change in social connection through means of a modest yet intriguing raver boy is soon at hand and will begin molding Nadia into the person that she herself does not perhaps even know she longs to be. ~

The journey of enlightenment (JOE) needs to be worked out - IN WRITING (says my guide). "Okay then, let's do this!!!", I finally say with fists raised to the sky. So, what are you really in for, my dear reader? Possibly a phrenetic mess. This is not a story. It is a story destroyer. Be warned as it might affect your very perception of reality. This is a part of yoga. It is the inquiry aspect and meant to lead toward Full Awakening, Truth Realization, Self Realization aka, as some call it, Enlightenment. It will read differently in each chapter because this is like a personal diary of a process, however, it is also being written with you in mind. Each "chapter" will be an entry, diary style, of me trying to work out what is True. This is a process Jed McKenna (the inspiration of this endeavor) calls "autolysis". This will be happening in real time and not with a bunch of editing. I don't know what it will look like. Maybe a reality show in words? We shall see. Wish me luck.

Features a collection of rants and short pieces that describe my daily thought process. Hope you enjoy gloomy!

Series of articles and observations on pop-culture and society told from an unusual perspective. I lived the celebrity lifestyle myself (as an MTV VJ), but threw in the towel in 2001 and buggered off to the jungles of Belize, where I still live with my lovely husband and our two (homeschooled) kids.

I am horrible descriptions

Just saying what most of us are probably thinking. Hate it or lov eit I don't really care. Tea time bitches!

A young girl's experience of London underground raves and her struggle with the lifestyle it sometimes brings. Mysterious stranger helps her when she needs it most, but when she finally tracks him down she is stunned at what she discovers...