LOVE YOURSELF Themed one shots

~KNJ~

"Namjoon ah~~~"

My mother called as she walked into my room.

"Yes, mom?"

I asked as I continued to cleaning out my closet and putting the clothes inside my suitcase.

I'm going to Seoul tomorrow to chase my dreams of becoming a rap star.

"Do you have to go?"

I turned around and stared into her eyes.

"Yes, mom. I am going to chase my dream."

She sighed and handed a handful of money to me and said, "Take it, you'll need it there."

I shoved the money back into her hands and sighed, "No, Eomma, this is your money. I can't take it."

She ignored my request and shoved the money into my suitcase.

She looked up at me and patted on my shoulders as she sighed, "Take it son, you'll need that more than I do."

I nodded reluctantly and hugged her.

"Mom, I'll make you proud."

She smiled and patted my back.

"You've always made me proud. Lunch is ready, come eat after you finished packing."

I nodded and watched her walk out.

I walked towards my desk and gathered all my belongings into a large cardboard box that I'll be putting under my bed after I finished packing.

I glanced out of the window as I stuffed my toy models into the box. I don't know if it is a coincidence or not, but I saw Y/N holding hands with her boyfriend, Jonghyun, the star athlete of our local high school.

Bitterness took over my heart as I looked at them stroll down the street hand in hand from my window.

I let out and sigh and continued to pack.

Well, I have a brighter future now since Bang Si Hyuk nim has accepted me into his company as a trainee. So I shouldn't be having thoughts of Y/N anymore. Even though she is my best friend and end this secret love.

I let out a sigh and shoved the box under my bed.

I walked out of my room and into the dining room.

I sat down across from my mother and began eating.

"Did you tell Y/N about your plan yet?"

My mother asked as she shoved a small bite of rice into her mouth.

I shook my head as I picked up a small piece of kimchi and said, "No, I haven't."

"Why?"

"I don't know how to tell her."

"If you can't tell her directly then tell her through letters. It is easier to express your feelings through words."

I nodded and smiled.

"Thank you mom."

After lunch, I walked back to my room and began writing the letter to Y/N.

"Dear Y/N,

When you read this letter, I'm probably on my way to Seoul already. I'm going to the city to pursue my ambitious dream of becoming a famous rap star.

I hope I'm not too late to tell you this.

You see, you are the second most important human beings of my life and I've always loved you.
Yes, you read it right.

I love you Y/N.

In fact, my love for you is even deeper than the deepest part of the ocean. But all that doesn't matter anymore.

I hope you can live a happy life.

I'll come back after I achieved my goals and dreams.

See you then.

From:
Kim Namjoon, your best friend "

I folded the letter into thirds and placed it carefully into an envelope.

I walked out of my room and out towards the door.

"Eomma, I'm going out to say goodbye to my friends."

"Okay~~"

I placed the envelope in my sweater's pocket and walked out of my house.

I hope Y/N isn't home... if she isn't home, I can give the letter to her brother Jisoo. This way I can leave without feeling horrible.

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<Next Day>

"Namjoon ah~~ Come back home safely okay? I will wait for you."

I nodded and gave her one last hug.

"I will, mom."

I grabbed my tickets and suitcase as I walked towards the bus. I turned around and scanned over the small town one last time and boarded the bus.

I walked all the way to the back rows of the bus and sat down.

"Have a safe trip!!" My mom shouted as she waved at the leaving bus.

I waved my hands at her as the bus began to pick up its pace.

"KIM NAMJOON YOU ASSHOLE!"

Someone yelled as I stared out of the window.

It is Y/N.

She is running behind the bus while yelling something I couldn't really understand, but I pick up a few words.

"I...wait... you... come... home... I...you...too..."

She tripped and collapsed onto her knees, I thought she was going to stop, but she stood up again, and continued to run after the bus.

But she didn't run far, because her brother Jisoo stopped her from running. She frowned as she took her phone out.

Ding

"KIM NAMJOON! You ass better come back in one piece so I can kick it. I hate you! Why do you have to leave without telling me? Aren't I your best friend? Ugh! Anyways, hurry up and succeed. I'll wait for you."

I laughed at the message and shook my head.

Aish... this girl...