LOVE YOURSELF Themed one shots

~KSJ~

Seokjin's POV

I sat down and sighed besides my dying wife. Y/N stood next to me as her mother clasped her hands.

"Y/N....Please... Stay strong and be kind... Please look after your father for me..." She said with a weak voice and smiled at her. "Do you... Understand?"

Y/N nodded and a few teardrops rolled down her rosy cheeks and dropped onto her mother's hand. Her mother's eyes became watery as she tried her best to move her hand to my hand.

I held onto it and landed a light kiss on the back of her hand. She clasped it weakly and said in a whispering voice.

"Babe... Please take care of Y/N for me... And stay strong... Remember I will always... Always protect you from above..."

I nodded and tried my best not to cry. I held back my tears as she sighed out her last breath and closed her eyes. Her hand released my hand and a small teardrop rolled down her lifeless cheek.

The shrieking sound of the heartbeat tracker broke through the empty room. It pierced through my ears, heart, and soul.

"Honey... Honey? Honey.... Why?"

I couldn't hold it any more. My tears gushed out of my eyes as I held her hands and kissed it.

She didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye...

I stood up from her bed and covered her face with the white blanket. Soon, the doctor and nurse came in and took care of the rest.

Y/N's eyes are now red and swollen from crying. I held onto her hands and walked out of the room with a heavy heart.

Too many things have happened recently.... Way too many...

I sighed and continued to walk forward. The memories of when the doctor told me that she's going to die is still fresh in my brain, just like it happened yesterday.

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Flashback

"Mr. Kim, I have a really really bad news for you." The doctor said as he placed a picture on his working desk.

"You're wife, Mrs.Kim is suffering from pancreatic cancer and it is the final stage. She only have 1 months left."

I gasped and said in shock, "How long has she been like this?"

The doctor shook his head and said, "Must had been a few months. Is that your kid over there standing by the door?"

I nodded and said nothing.

"Well, you need to get prepared. She may leave at anytime. You must get the funeral planned. And get the kid a new mom if needed." The doctor said as he took out a piece of candy out of his candy jar.

He waved at Y/N and said in a friendly tone.

"Hey, little girl. Come in."

Y/N walked in the office hesitantly and stood next to me quietly.

The doctor passed her a piece of candy and smiled.

"You deserve a candy."

Y/N nodded and mumbled, "Thank you."

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A few months later

Today, Y/N and I will go visit her grave for the first time after her funeral.

I didn't want to go at first because the memories of the happy family life comes back to me, and it hurts my heart just to think about it.

But Y/N insisted that she wants to go visit her mother and tell her what happened recently.

I had to agree because I can run away from the reality for so long.

I went to buy a bouquet of blue, purple, and white flowers and held it in my hand.

Y/N walked in front of me as I followed her.

The same uneasiness came back to me while I was walking towards her header stone.

When I stopped in front of her header stone. I felt relieved. But I have no idea why.

I was in midst of my thought as Y/N knocked on my door. I hid my journal away in my drawer as she entered my room.

"What is it, Y/N?"

She rubbed her tummy. "I'm hungry, dad."

I smiled and picked her up, "Let's go eat then."

She nodded and rested her head on my shoulders.

"Dad?"

"Yes?"

"I want a baby brother."

I chuckled and said, "Well, I need to find you a mom first."

She remained silence and said, "I think I know who is the best choice."

"Who?"

"Ms. Lee."

"You're teacher?"

"Yes. She gives me candy."

I shook my head and laughed, "You are one funny girl."

I'm not ready for that yet...

I placed her down on her chair and walked to the kitchen. I opened the fridge and asked, "Do you want to eat noodles today?"