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That night we needed to get back on the tour bus and start traveling. This time we are tracing through the night. We got on the bus. I didn't have any energy. I wore spandex and a hoodie that went down to my mid thigh. I just sat in the bus thinking about what had happend earlier. If daniel hadn't come to check on me I could have seriously been hurt by this man. Then I made a terrible decision.
I started looking trough my instagram comments. "Hoe" , "your not even pretty" , "you don't deserve to be with the boys" and the last one really got to me.. "why do you even exist. No one wants you here anyway".
I couldn't take it anymore. I went to the back and into the bathroom. I took a blade out of my toiletrie bag. I look at the blade for a good few minutes thinking. I promised myself I would never cut again. It's been two years and I've been doing good. But why. I just took a deep breath and brought the blade to my skin hovering over the scars on my wrist that I cover with makeup. It is less than centimeters away from me. I look away.
I couldn't do it. I threw the blade across the bathroom and slide onto the floor and hug my knees and just cried.
I finally decided to exit the bathroom. It was 1:30am and the boys were all sleeping. I sat on my bed and just thought. Thought about how ivan possibly feel this way when my life is like this. I needed to be happy and get this out of my head.
All of a sudden Daniel rolls over. "You okay Brooke?" He asked sleepily. "Yeah" I lied. "You need anything" he asked again sitting up "no" I said back. A few seconds pass "Daniel?" I said quitely "yeah?" He said back. "Can you sleep with me... I'm scared" I said embarrassed. "Yeah of course" he said getting up quietly and walking over to my bed and climbing in. He wrapped his arm around me and we both fell asleep.
About a month passed. Tour was going good and every show seemed better and better. Even though deep down I felt something bad
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Brooklyn Bailey // A why don't we Fanfic
Fanfiction"If we need to keep this a secret than I'm willing to do that for you. I would do anything to have you" he said as my heart exploded. Butterflies filled my stomach. He is perfect. I can't loose this chance. "Then I'm yours secretly"
