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Dinner was really fun. I felt happy for the first time in a while. Especially when talking to Daniel. We started leaving the restaurant when we came across a group of people. Out of know where I heard one of the girls yell "oh hey it's that slut youtuber Brooklyn" her whole group of friends started laughing. I started shaking. My entire body felt week. My heart hurt. Daniel wrapped his arms around me and pulled me away from him. Jack walked up to them telling them of and swearing. Corbyn pulled him away from them. "Let's go" Zach said.
The ride home was silent. All I kept thinking about was the comments and what that girl said . Is that how people really see me? I was deep in my thoughts when I felt Daniel reach and grabbed my hand with his. He squeezed it trying to reassure me. His touch sent chills throughout my body.
We got back to the hotel and I just couldn't help it. I started looking through my comments. They got worse and worse. "Why don't you just kill yourself? I would if I were you." My stomach felt a sharp pain. I got sweaty and my eyes teared up. Why don't I? I thought to myself.
Daniel was hanging out in jacks room and I was alone. I just let go. Letting tears fall down my face. I sobbed and ran into the bathroom. I locked the door and ripped through my back to find and blade. I couldn't do this anymore. I found the blade and didn't hesitate to cut through my skin. One for being a "slut". Two for thinking I could become successful.
Three. For thinking Daniel could ever love me as much as I love him.
Four, Five, Six. I screeched in pain. I deserve it. I thought. I sat and cried when I heard a knock on the door I jumped and my heart started beating fast. "Brooklyn you in there?" It was Daniel "um yeah I uh.. I'm naked" I said searching the room for gauze to wrapped my wrist. "Um ok?" Daniel said confused. "I just need a minute" I said yelling I wrapped my wrist to stop the bleeding and put my big 'why don't we' hoodie on to cover my wrist. I cleaned the bathroom and left no evidence behind. I look up at myself in the mirror. I was a mess.
I sigh and open the door. I looked down and avoided eye contact with Daniel so he wouldn't notice my puffy red eyes.
"Are you ok?" He asked I could hear the concern in his voice.
"Fine" I responded even though it was 100% all a lie.
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Brooklyn Bailey // A why don't we Fanfic
Fiksi Penggemar"If we need to keep this a secret than I'm willing to do that for you. I would do anything to have you" he said as my heart exploded. Butterflies filled my stomach. He is perfect. I can't loose this chance. "Then I'm yours secretly"
