Who Is This

First Day Of School

I Woke up to the first beep of the alarm that was going off. My whole body was stiff but I ignored it as I dug through my bag that stayed packed no matter where I went. I pulled out a pink wig that was about the same length as the one I was wearing right know.  Then I pulled out a an outfit to wear to school. I switched all of my piercings to my set of razor blade jewelry. I then pulled my camera bag over my shoulder and my school bag over my other shoulder and found my way downstairs to sit at the table to wait for all of them to come downstairs. About 30 minutes later Stef came downstairs followed by Lena.

"Hey sweetie everyone else will down in a little bit and Breakfast will be ready here soon." Lena told me.

"Can I just have an apple please. I don't have a large appetite." I lied to her.

"Are you sure you don't want more than just an apple?" Stef asked me.

"Yeah I'm sure." I told her.

"Wasn't your hair blue yesterday?" A male voice asked me from behind.

"Yes it was. But why does that matter to you?" I asked him turning around

"How did you change your hair color with out using any hair dye?" Brandon asked.

"Maybe because I keep the left over hair dye in my bags. And I swear to all that is unholy if you go through my stuff I will hurt you." I fired off

"Their will be no hurting each other. Brandon leave her alone please." Stef broke apart our fight.

I grabbed my apple and then went to sit in the nook right off the kitchen I pulled out my mini Polaroid camera and made sure that everything was in working order on it, seeing that it was in working I placed it back in bag and pulled out the older version of my Polaroid camera and did the same then continued to do this with my digital camera and then with my volging camera. Once i was happy with everything I placed them all back in their bag and pulled out my death note scrape book I carried with me every wear. (www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=225693350)  I wish had more pictures of my dads and use three when we younger. I remember how Aurora was so excited to finally be able to put up professional quality photos to her social media pages and so was Noctis. I had so much fun taking pictures at dads wedding and just being able to treasure them forever.

"Are you okay love?" Stef asked from right next to me. I must have been crying.

"Yeah I'm fine I just miss them is all."  I told her.

"Is that the Malson Family?" Lena asked coming and sitting on the other side of me.

"Yeah it is. Those are my dads." i told them

"What happened?" Stef asked.

"We were on our way home from Disney land after celebrating our 14th birthday their when we were hit by a drunk driver. Me, Aurora and Noctis were rushed to the hospital  be neither of my dads made it out alive. That was that last time I saw my family." I told them before i even realized I did.

"I'm sorry love. It seems that you had it hard. How long ago was it that you lost them?" Stef asked me.

"Um.. 11 months." I told them almost 1 whole year and it hasn't gotten any better at all.

"I bet that must be hard on you." Mariana said sitting next to Stef.

"Yeah." I said shoving my scrap book back into my School bag. In the process letting my tiny lifeline bag fall from it's pocket in the bag. I caught before it could hit the floor but not before it made the clothing sound of metal against metal. I shoved it back into pocket and stood up abruptly ending the conversation.

"So what grade were you in at you old school Luna?" Lena asked trying to figure out where to place me at in school.

"Um... I was a... in high school... Um I think it was Senior year... Yeah I was a Senior in high school." I told Lena.

"How are you 14 and a Senior in high school?" Brandon asked me.

"Can We just go?" I askssd subconsciously rubbing my arm.

"Sure sweetie but are you sure you want to wear a sweater it's going to be really hit outside to today?" Stef asked me.

"I'm sure." I said walking twords the door.

With that being said we were herded to the car and u sat twitching my foot and pulling at stiches hoping to rip one out.

8 long hours later and I was finally free from hell... I mean school... no I mean hell. I was stuck in a classes with Callie all day. I mean she's a nice gurl and all and we have simmiler stories but I still don't trust her. Every so often I thought I cought a glimpse of Aurora and Noctis. I didn't trust my eyes. I skipped lunch today and no one seemed to notice that I wasn't at lunch. Guess it's easier than I thought to hide an eating disorder from these kids. Also no one has questioned why I have razors on my jewelry. Are these people stupid or what. I was standing outside the front office when I was approached by a group of girls. It look like possibly cheerleaders or something. I couldn't care less about them. But they walked past whispering about something.