There's No Need For Shame

Bed Frame

Click was the first sign that I should've gotten her off of me.
The door creaking open was the second sign that I should've stood up.
Graser yelling "WILL WHAT ARE YOU DOING" was the third sign I should've thrown her off of me.
But I kept going, I didn't want to stop, it felt too good, I felt needed, I felt appreciated. Shelby soon got off of me though, madly blushing while looking down in shame. I could hear footsteps run down the hallway, most likely H, he's broken, I know it, and I made him that way. Everyone was in too much shock to say anything, the tension in this room could cut steel. I finally snapped and got my brain functioning again. It was still slow, walking was even a challenge, but I needed to explain to H. Left foot then right foot, I thought as I tried walking down the hallway. Left foot then right foot. I eventually reached the bedroom door and opened it, revealing H leaning against a wall crying into his knees. I started up my process again, left foot then right foot, left foot then right, left foot then left, no right, wait, no. I started getting confused and stumbled around. I quickly lost balanced and fell, my left side hitting the bed frame. I cried out in agony, the alcohol has started wearing off and now I could feel pain again. H darted up and rushed over to me, turning me over. I felt pain rush to my side, but I needed to apologize to him before anything else.
"H... I'm so sorry... please.. forgive me..." I panted out.
"Will, I'm furious at you right now, but let me check your side"
"H...no...stop, I need to....explain to you"
"Explain later, now stop squirming"
"No, I want... to talk.. first" I whined in staggered breathes.
"Will! Stop, just let me see"
"Liam!"
Me calling him by his real name caught him off guard and finally made him stop talking.
"Look... I'm sorry.. Shelby suggested...we have a drink...so I said sure.... and she.. just kept giving me... more drinks.... then my vision started getting... fuzzy and it started blacking out..... and eventually my body just became... numb.... and I couldn't move a muscle.... when she got on top of me.... and then she started kissing me.... and we... haven't kissed like that... in such a long time.... it just felt so good.... and... i couldn't help it when I started kissing back.... I just thought it was you... and I know I'm the worst boyfriend.... on earth.... and I'm sorry for hurting you.... and I'll understand if you want to breakup with me... after this.... but you need to know .... how I saw it.... and I still love you..." I breathed out, my vision started getting dark again and before I know it I was out.

Liam's pov
Tears sprung into my eyes as Will told me what happened throughout the night. I couldn't help but to be frustrated with him, he just cheated on me, but I really wanted to check his side, halfway through his story I started to see red absorb into his shirt. I let him finish though, I could tell this was important and he wouldn't let me help him unless I heard his side of the story. When he finally finished the story he was so out of breath he passed out, which majorly freaked me out. In a second I lifted up his shirt and examined his stomach. There was a slash a red in his left side that was bleeding, it wasn't too bad though, some stitches should fix it.
I wiped the tears from my face and called for help, there was no way I could carry Will while he's unconscious, I'll start crying even harder and drop him. Parker and Graser rush in and stared at me confused because they see Will laying lifeless on the floor with blood coming out of him. Suddenly Shelby comes in and gasps, rushing over to Will and hugging him, and managing to shed some tears.
"Guys help me!" I yell out, annoyed they were just standing there.
"What do we do with him?" Of course Graser was the one to asked the dumb question.
"Help me get him to the car!"
"Okay, okay, Shelby move please, we kinda need to carry Will"
"Ok-kay, just be c-careful with him" she sniffled.
I rolled my eyes and started heading to the car, while Parker and Graser picked him up and carried him out.
"So do you wanna tell us what happened?" Parker asked on the way to the hospital.
"Oh umm well I was in the room and Will entered then since he was really drunk he lost balance and fell and hit his side on the bed frame" I said fighting back tears.
"Seems reasonable"
=timeskip to the hospital=
"Guys I'm starting to get really worried about Will" I said to Parker, who's apparently the only one awake now.
"Relax H, he's only been in there for a few hours, they'll come talk to us as soon as he's awake, which shouldn't take long, just try and get some sleep" Parker tried to calm me for the sixth time.
"What if the nurse comes out and I'm asleep?"
"I'll wake you up"
"I think I'm just going to stay up more, sleeping is just going to make it worse" I sighed.
"Oka-"
"Hello?" A petite older woman came out of the doors and walked over to us. She looked about 40 and had some grey hairs growing.
"Yes!?" I asked worriedly, what if he died? He can't die, not while I'm mad at him, I can't be left with that memory.
She must have saw the look on my face because she started reassuring me he's fine.
"William is fine, he didn't lose too much blood and he needed to get only a few stitches, and a new cool looking scar if you ask me" she started chuckling.
By this time everyone was already waking up and listening to her.
"Can we go see him?" I heard Shelby ask before I could.
"He woke up a few minutes ago so I would say only one visitor at a time, so whoever wants to go first can step right on up" she smiled and waited.
"Umm I think we all want to go first don't we?" I asked.
"Umm yeah" Shelby laughed
"I vote H go first" Graser said.
"Wait really?" I asked.
"Of course" he winked, luckily no one was looking.
"I second that" I heard Parker say.
Shelby gave him a glance and he shrugged his shoulders.
"So I guess I'm going first" I said to the nurse.
We walk through the scary doors that remind me of death, nothing good can happen past these doors. I look through the windows as we pass through many doors, there's a lot of people hopefully sleeping, and family visiting, apparently 10:30 at night is a great time to visit your dyeing grandpa. We finally reach room 213. She stops in front of the door and beams at me.
"Do I go in?" I asked, I'm a lot more nervous then I expected to be.
"Go ahead sweetheart"
I push open the door to seeing Will in the hospital bed, he looks tired.
"Hey" I said quietly.
"H I'm so sorry" he voice was raspy and hoarse.
"For what?"
"For passing out before you could yell at me, and for cheating, and for basically this whole night" he sighed.
"Will, stop, I'm not mad anymore, I know we haven't been romantic lately, so kissing someone probably felt good. And also she got you so wasted, and I think you've suffered enough" I glanced at his side.
"No I haven't, I'm the worse boyfriend in the world, please just be mad, yell, do something"
I walk up to him and quickly give him a kiss, I know the others are waiting patiently to come see him so I'm trying to make this quick.
I start heading out of the room, glancing back one last time to see a frown on his face, I give him a half smile and leave the room.
"So when will he be able to come back home?" I asked the nurse.
"Well we need to do some more tests to make sure everything is alright, which they all seem to be, so tonight if nothing seems to be out of whack"
It was weird to hear a 40 year old lady say out of whack, but it helped make me laugh. We walked out of the hallway and back into the waiting room, soon her bringing Graser next. Then Shelby, which I have to admit made me a little nervous, she might try to kiss him again and he definitely can't force her off of him now. But she came back really quickly and then Parker went. After another hour of waiting again, a nurse brought out Will with his normal clothes back on. He walked a little funny, but that was probably because of the new stitches, he had a mediocre smile on his face until he saw me then he started frowning again. He's still upset with me not being mad anymore, why is he obsessed with that? I don't care, all I'm focused on is getting him to bed and me laying down right next to him.

Another update!!! Hope you like this turn of events, and don't worry Will is fine, he's just going to be sore for a few days. And I'm making a group chat for people who like WilLiam and wants to make new internet friends, it would be on insta, so if you have an account you don't mind us knowing about and would like to have some poeple where you can talk about YouTube shananagins, dm me, or comment, or whatever. Until next time my dudes✌️ 1680 words