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by -JEALUHS

by -JEALUHS

how i fell was different than how most people did. it wasnt fast, it wasnt slow - it was more gradual than you wouldve thought. it was perfectly timed, perfect.

it took four months for me to fall for his brown eyes, how pretty his lips looked wrapped around a freshly rolled joint. i fell for his messy hair, the way hed smile and laugh. the crinkles by his eyes and his name.

i loved his name. over the course of the past few weeks, its become my favourite word. i remember how he used to say how pretty my mouth looked when i said it ;

pj.

i fell in love with the grass we laid against, the dampness of our shirts due to the morning dew. our eyes were both bloodshot at this point, heavy breaths exiting our lips as i looked over at him - laughing. we were so happy, it was practically a seen from a teenage romance movie. beer bottles scattered around us as both of our shirts laid by our sides, 'sex' by eden playing softly through the earbuds we shared.

"oh no, i think im catching feelings," i sung along, the words leaving my lips more like a hesitant statement than the tune of the song.

he didnt hear me, or at least i dont think he did. he only laid there, nodding to the sound of the track.

hi my lovas, its natalie and i have finally wrote the first ( zero ) chapter!! if you read my previous update, youd know the plan for this book / me rewritting it.

im not sure about how many times ill update it yet, hopefully once every week until school starts and when school does, once every two weeks ?? IDK, ill keep you guys posted, but for sure i will be updating my melix fic 'early bird' more often considering im hoping to make this a full chapter book so read my melix one once i set that up to keep you occupied #spon i love being a phan from fucking 2014

but yesyes, i know this chapter was short, but hopefully itll keep you all interested until i continue my research and write the full out plot bc rn i only have an idea ,,, oops

im going to do my best not to rush this bc i like to pain you all w some pj x phil shit, plus i actually want to work on character development – wowow am i actually trying w this fic ??

anyways, thank you for reading! feel free to leave some feedback and / or pm me just for a pal !

— natalie

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