Can't you see that we all fall down. Andy Biersack love story

Even though I'm on my own

***Ashley's POV***

So it's been about 2 months since Lexi was put in the hospital. After the third week, the nurses got tierd of telling Andy to leave so he is here all of the time, literally. He rarely gets food, I usually get it for him, and he hasn't left the hospital. Me and the other guys in the band bring him so clothes and other things from home that he needs.

The poor guy. I see it in his eyes. It's like he's dying slowly. His skin is beyon pale. His hair is long past his shoulders, and his blonde roots have been peekin through the usually silky black, that is now dull and almost dusty looking. He has bags under his eyes and his voice is raspy and his eyes are completely bloodshot from crying.

"Andy?" I touch his shoulder lightly to try and wake him up. He sleeps in a chair next to her hospital bed, his body bent next to hers. He slowly wakes from my touch, and tried to blink the sleep out of his eyes. "Hey man, what's up?" He ask trying to sound happy but I can tell he's not. "I brought you some food." I said holding up the bag of McDonalds.

We go and sit on the bench by the window. It's a strang view of the place where the helicopters land. Like a big feild of white 'H's with circles around them. Everything in hospitals are white. So bland and colorless. Almost like they are trying to suck the life out of you. Ugh, I hate hospitals.

"Is it good?" I ask with a little sarcasm and a laugh. He has already eaten a whole BigMac and is on to his second. "After you've been eating hospital food for 2 months, yes it is good." He smiles. He really has a pretty smile, and I haven't seen it in forever. Maybe things will turn around and it will get better.

I look up at Andy to see he's staring off towards the bed. I look over to where he's looking at, and finally see why he's so shocked.

"Holy shit man...."

***Lexi's POV***

Dark.

Black.

I can't see anything. And it's been like this for forever! And now all of the sudden I see colors?! Beautiful shades of pink and green. Dark hue of Red and blue. Purples and oranges and yellows! All shooting across the little stage of my mind. What the hell is going on?

Than BAM! It's all white. Not just a dull white but an Oh My God, blinding white!

I hear voices. I smell food. I see little dots on what I hope is that ceiling tiles. I feel little things connected to my body and a soft somewhat scratchy material covering my skin. Skin, I see my skin. I touched my arm and ran my fingers through my hair. I see the firey red color of it and the black chips of polish on my figer nails.

I push up onto my elbows and get hit with and overwhelming dizzy sensation. I try to sit up slower this time. I managed to sit up straight and throw my legs over the bedside. My far sighted vision still a little blurry, clears out so I can now see two men with black hair. They look oddly familiar, but I just can't put my finger to it. I know I know them , but from where? Who are they?

The taller one glances over here and does a double take. Why is he staring at me? It takes a second for the other one to notice and look at me too. I hear him mumble something. What did he say?

The tall one gets up and walks over to me. He crouches by the bedside, and he takes ahold of my hand.

"Lexi? Is this real? Are you really awake?" He asks. Damn his voice is sooo deep and very familiar.

Lexi. That's me. Lexi is my name, right? Why am I in a hospital? Who is this guy. Who is that other guy? Who am I? I know I'm Lexi but what is going on?

I try to say something but my voice won't come out. I push until I finally hear words come out of my mouth.

"Who are you?"

And with that his expression breaks, and I swear I saw a tear fall from his eye, down his cheek, and it fell, crashing onto my hand. Leaving a burning sensation on my skin it touched.