Can't you see that we all fall down. Andy Biersack love story

She thought she'd have that white picket fence

***Time Lapse***

I lived with Sammi for about a year. A lot of shit happened. Andy and I broke things off officially and I haven't talked to him since. I feel kinda bad for abandoning the guys, I haven't seen them in forever. The last time I had seen them was when I announced that I was moving.

I moved back down to Mississippi with my mom and grandmom. I spent about two or so years there before my grandmom died. Then I moved to California. I thought I'd have everything there. New place. New faces. New adventures. I died my hair. Got more tattoos. Kinda changed completely as a person.

It's been about 5 or so years since I've even seen Andy. Or Sammi. Or the guys. I miss them.

I don't have any friends here. You would think California of all places would welcome people like me, but i have been rejected by everything. I applied to UCLA. They said they didn't think the school and I would be a 'good match'. But it's whatever. I don't have the money for that anyways.

I did 'luck' up (more like fucked up) and get a job at a really popular bar. And being the inked up, blue-haired girl working there, people seem to remember you. The guys who work there give me shit constantly. Why? Cause they can. I'm the only girl that works there; they say it's too dangerous for girls to work here, but I honestly have gotten to the point that I dont care if anything happenes to me. They tend to leave you alone when you have that 'don't give a shit attitude'.

One of the few good things about this place it it's basically the place to be for concerts. I'm acctually going to one tonight. It's called The Black Mass Tour. I don't know whose playing but apparently it should be good. 

I was lacing up my shoe as I grabbed my phone and tickets. I headed out the door and into my car, which is the only nice thing I have. I drove out of the driveway and down the street to the vennue.

I parked and walked up to the gate as I fished my ticket out of the pocket of my tight black shorts. I handed it to the guy at the ticket booth and got my hand stamped. I walked into the vennue and looked around in awe. The first band was about to go on. I got there pretty late so I was scrunched up in the back of the crowd. The band was called Falling in Reverse or something like that and I have to admit, there are pretty good. They played a couple songs and then the techs for the next band started to set up. The crowd started chanting, but I could barely make out any audible English.

"BLA--EIL--DES"

"LACVE-IL-IDES

"BLA-CKV-EIL-BRI-DES"

My stomach dropped. I felt faint.

I looked at the kids in the crowds shirts. It had that wretched name on it. I could't tell if it was sweat or tears that were rolling down my face

My God. No. I can't breathe. The walls started to close in on me. The ceiling started spinning.

"He-y....uo...don't..lo-ok....so.....gooooooooo....."

Black.

I expected to wake back up in that hospital from five years ago. With him standing above me. But I was met with a pounding headache and cold air. I was outside sitting on concrete...a sidewalk?

I sat up a little, propping myself up on my hands. I saw figures leaving. Where was I?

I pulled my hair over my shoulder as I looked around, a little more oriented. I pulled out a cigarette and lit it. I saw two figures; a tall guy and a shorter than him but still pretty tall girl.

I walked closer to see if they knew what the name of this building is or something so I could find the parking lot my car was in.

"Take your hand in mine, it's ours tonight. This is a rebel love song." He sang into her hair as he kissed her head.

Shattered glass couldnt compare. Stabbing me until I couldn't feel anymore couldn't compare. Drop a brick on my head, it would hurt less.

I didn't even feel the tears streaming down my face but I knew they were there. That was my song I made specifically for us. And here he was singing it to another girl. I don't care if we broke up or not. That song was special to me. I spent years forgetting its lyrics, it's rythm, It.

"Hey, you can't be back here." the girl said in a snappy voice. Andy looked at me with a perplexed face. As if he remembered me, kinda. The girl snapped at him with her fingers. "Seriously you need to leave." she said facing me placing a hand on her hip. "Chill. I would've left earlier if I would've known the girl with the entire supreme court up her ass was going to be here." I said as I pulled the dwindling cigarette from my lips. I threw it at the sign that said "No Dogs Allowed". "Oh read the sign next time. No dogs allowed." I said as I nonchalantly walked off to the nearest parking lot. I heard her scoff in disbelief. I looked back at her and Andy. I could tell he was trying to hide back a laugh. It was obvious.

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Bet ya'll thought you'd seen the last of me. I'm back bitches. Along with a new laptop and more ideas than ever before. Thanks for everybody who kept reading this even in my absence, sorry it kinda took such a turn. and then I kinda took forever to upload. I have been going through some personal stuff. It got really bad, and I kinda isolated myself from everything. And I am so terribly sorry about not updating. I'm trying.

thanks for reading my stories. I should be uploading the other one here in the next few days. And in my recent freetime, I have been writing another story for all you lovelies to read soon, in the next couple weeks or so, I'll try to have it edited and uploaded. Thank you again everyone who reads my stories.

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