you're the only one

part 9

i didn't know what to say so i just sat there until eventually i said " you're drunk , you don't know what you're saying , i'm going home ethan " i couldn't look him in the eyes when i said that. all i could do was watch the flood. Cameron grabbed my arm and pulled me out of there. the whole drive home i was crying. i don't even wanna think about tonight. i just wanna go home and sleep. and that's what i did , until i woke up cause my phone was going off.
" y/n ... " - ethan
" please talk to me " - ethan
" i messed up " - ethan
" i shouldn't of said that " - ethan
" but i know you feel the same " - ethan
" come on , please ... " -ethan
" it hurt. when you lied about being with someone else. when you said we were nothing. when you said you loved me. it all hurt. and someone who is gonna continuously hurt me doesn't deserve me. goodbye ethan .. " - y/n

" look i was scared !
i was scared to catch feelings for you ! but i did.
i was scared to lose my rep , WAS. i choose you over my rep. it means nothing if it means i can have you .. i'm sorry i never meant to hurt you y/n ... " - ethan

" goodbye ethan .. " - y/n