Fruits basket ~Tohru x Kyo

Chapter 2. The rice ball

[Kyos perspective]
Shes just so damn weird, she's always worried about everyone else except her own damn self. That's why I feel that I have to watch over her. She's an airhead, but she's the kindest hearted person in the world. Shes clumsy at times but I think she's cute. She has this smile that lights up your heart even if you don't want her to. She is the most beautiful person in the world on the inside and out. She's a hard worker and she never gives up .but I worry for her. She never complains or says no she overworks her self sometimes. I want to be there for her like she was there for me. She excepted me and my true form she wanted us to stay together. She has the strongest power to know exactly what to say, and know exactly what I want to hear. I love her and it's so unbearable not to be able to tell her. Deep down inside I knew it would never work out because I'm the cat. I will never get the chance to hold her in my arms, I'm not worthy for I let the thing she loved the most die. She's gone through so much already she lost both her parents at such a young age, but she still has the will to keep smiling. Unlike me, I took a stray and turned against the world and threw the blame on everyone else but myself. How could I be as selfish to ask for her love it's stupid.