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Chapter 19

ASIA
I woke up next to genesis sleeping by me. I love him as if he was my own but i have to leave. I cant just take him from talen, so im going to tell talen whats about to happen. As i got up to go brush my teeth, talen came in with some homemade breakfast. This nigga always think gifts can make up for everything. As i rinsed out my mouth , he was sitting on a leather chair in the room looking at me. "What talen?" I said as i started packing my bags. "Look asia, i didnt mean to hit you, dont leave man" he said coming up to me trying to stop me from packing. "talen move" i said sternly getting my bags putting them in the car. "I feel sorry for genesis, talen i cant take him with me, that really is your responsibility. You should tale him to your moms house or something " . "Asia man, ill take care of my child like i always do , how long you gonna be gone for?" He asked looking sad. He wasnt looking sad when he punched me. "I dont know" i said blankly. "Can you atleast comeback before my child gets born?" "No talen, but ill make sure ill call you when im in labor" i said closing my trunk. I reached for his black card and gave it to him. "I dont want that, i got like 2 other ones" he said. Shit, welp. I grabbed it back. "If you say so..goodbye" i said heading to the passenger seat. "Asia.." was all he said before  i drove off.

TALEN
Me- man moma i didnt mean to hit her , i was drunk and angry.
Joy-angry that she was happy at the baby shower? Boy i should go over there and beat yo ass with a belt.
Me-mom chill.. ima need you to take care of genesis for a while, atleast until after the funeral .
Joy-the funeral is next week right?
Me-yes..
Joy-alright, bring my grandson here.

As i dropped genesis off, i headed to a strip club that i bought. Y'all probably saying im a dead beat dad, but if your bestfriend from 4th grade died in your face, youd been depressed and wildin too, especially since im a dude, i gotta handle this by my self. I make sure my son got Versace underwear , so yall cant say i dont take care of him.

"Man you aight? I miss ol buddy too" david said as a hoe was dancing on him. It was around 7 pm and the club was full already. "Man dont talk bout it man" i said drinking my second bottle of liquor. "Cmon i meed 3 more bitches for i fire yall asses" i said yelling, i throw liquor on the lame ass hoe who thought she was twerking on me. "Talen man.. dont you think thats allot of drinking?" He asked while rollin a blunt. "Man i drink as much as i fucking want to" i said getting angry. 6 more bitches came dancing on me. "Thats wtf im talking about " i said while sliding 50's in their panties. Im surprised after drew died, we havent made drops in weeks. I went from 179 mill to 150. Im going to put 70 mill in a cd at the bank just incase of emergencies, or incase I actually quit the game. I throw 20's 50's and 100's . David just looked at me and shook his head. The fuck is his problem.

ASIA
"Just dont tell lucas,  i need my baby daddy to be alive " i said while whipping my tears, i giggle a little cause it was the truth . "Girl, speaking of the devil. Lucas moved on his own" ciara told me. "Really?where?" I asked. "In California, hes being independent, hes going to college to get his masters degree to be a lawyer " ciara said. How did he move and planned all of this in 2 months. "What.. i gotta go and visit my brother sometimes" i said. "Is he still with essence?" "Na" "oh ok".

I started cooking some chicken soup for my nana. "Child iv been asleep all day, since when did you reach here?" Nana said smiling, as i turned around her smile faded, I guess she saw my bruise. "The devil is a liar! I know that little boy didnt hurt my grandbaby!" She yelled. "Grandma.. relax.. i gotten in a fight" i lied while cutting up the corn. "Was  i born yesterday ? I was only born 45 years ago" she said looking serious. My grandma was 45 and looked near 38 the most. She was fit, she was a nice size, black with some grey hair. Hazel eyes, and big lips. "Ok nana.. he was drunk then he had hit me, i slapped him first.." i said. I know yall might think im dumb, but when you love someone and you know they didnt mean it, it shouldnt be that big of a problem. "Child.. all i can do is prey for you. Your gonna make him think its fine for him to hit you the first time, especially when your pregnant?  7 months as that? Oh no no" she said. "Im warning you.. leave him" she said angrily and went back to her room. Im not going back with talen no time soon. I should be able to forgive him as soon as i get to see my bundle of joy. As i covered the pot, the baby kicked. "My baby, mommy will always be here for you" i said rubbing my stomach and smiling. She kicked again. She heard what i said :).

Ciara went out to her job, i was playing cards with my grandma until i gotten a phone call from talens mom, oh what does she want.

Me-hello ms.joy
Joy-hello asia, i heard what talen did, and I apologize for my sons behavior, especially since your pregnant
Me-yea.. well he wont be hearing from me anytime soon.
Joy-well actually .. i was wondering if you would come to the funeral.. its next week Thursday.
Me-well.. (as she asked.. i thought of kristen and how she became distance since drews death) sure
Joy-alright. Service is 11 -1
Me-alright.. have a nice day.

"his mom?" "Yup" i replied looking for a spade 7 . "She invited me to drews funeral" , "dont go.. its not good for pregnant women to go to funerals" nana said while drinking some orange juice. "Nana, thats a old saying, plus drew was a friend of mine" i said. "child you never listen, youll learn one day".

I realized my birthday was next Wednesday, i wasnt even excites, i had to celebrate my birthday one day, then a funeral next.  "Nana, lets go shopping" i insist. "Shopping? I dont have money like that" she said. I laughed . "Nana, its on me" i smiled." You sure baby?" "Ofcourse".

We were shopping for clothes. Im tired of going to the mall so I decided to go to ross, burlington, and etc. i got my grandmother whatever she wanted. "Your total is 509.23" i gave her the black card she swiped it. "Child, how can you afford this" my grandma asked shockingly at the price. "Grandma, this is a black card talen gave me" i told her. "A black card? Lord " she said. "Yup".  As we gotten in the car, i put the bags in. "Asia return the card, he'll think that you need him, and without him you have nothing" she informed me. She had a point. "But nana, he gave it to me, plus he bas 2 others" i said. "Asia, get what you need then return the card" she said. "Alright" i said just trying to change the subject.

When we reached home. I decided to check how much was on the card. I dialed the number then entered the pin. "Estimated- balance- of - $600,679" the robot said. Wow. I hung up and smiled. Since talen said that i can keep it, im going to give it back to him.  Im going to finish school online, graduate go to college. But before all of that. Im gonna open something i always wanted to own as a kid.  a clothing store.