If there is no Bigbang

Part 3

Warning : This chapter contains violent act and (almost) rape. Some people might find this disturbing but it's an important event that is needed for story development.

Seunghyun walk slowly to the studio. He knows he's late from the promise time with Jiyong but he just didn't really care about timing. He looks at his watch, it's already 11a.m which is mean he late for 2 hours already. He opens the door and enter the studio but instead of Jiyong, it's his smiling angel who sit on the sofa while munching on donuts. "Daesung? Why are you here? I thought today is the recording for GD&TOP only" he asks.

Daesung put down his donut and sipping on his hot tea. "Why? You don't like to see me here?"

Seunghyun shakes his head. How could he don't like seeing his angel. Gosh, he wishes he could see him every day, especially in the morning, on his bed. "Of course not. It just that, you rarely coming out from your house if not for Big Bang's schedule" he explains to avoid the misunderstanding.

Daesung smiles to the older. "I want to see you.."

Seunghyun's mouth wide open. He didn't hear this wrongly, right? His heart beating loudly. Is Daesung finally notice his feeling? Did his dongsaeng wants to see him just like he is? Again, he can hear the bells ringing. Should he prepare for their wedding night right about now?

"..and Jiyong hyung do the recording. I might learn something new" Daesung finish his sentence.

Seunghyun's wild imagination crumbles right at that second. He feels so ashamed for being too work up while the younger didn't mean anything special with coming here. "Oh yeah..okay.." he mumbles to himself.

"I brought donuts for you guys. Here, it's your favourite double chocolate doughnut with extra sprinkles" Daesung says while feeding the doughnut to Seunghyun's mouth. Seunghyun enjoy the gesture. He loves being spoil by his smiling angel. His angel might not realise his feeling just yet but for now he already content with the warm attention he gets.

"Why you guys being lovey-dovey here? It's sickening" suddenly a grumpy voice of their leader come from behind. It is not a surprise for them with Jiyong being grumpy in the morning but the bruise on his lips and eyes did.

Jiyong slumps on the sofa next to Daesung. He looks so pathetic with the bruises and red eyes like he's being crying for hours.

"Omoo~ Jiyong hyung what happen to your face?" Daesung ask worriedly and touch Jiyong's cheek. Jiyong flinch to Daesung's touch. His bruise hurts like hell.

As much as Seunghyun hates Daesung touching Jiyong, he also worries with their leader's state so he shoves his jealousy away. Now is not the time for being petty for that kind of thing. "Someone attack you?"

"Yes.." Jiyong answer weakly.

"Where?"

"At home"

Both Daesung and Seunghyun gaps. Is someone breaking into his house? A robber? Or maybe sasaeng fan? They did experience some incident with their sasaeng fan since their trainee years but everything is calm now since they move out from their dorm because fans never know where their house is.

"But you have Seungri at home. He should be able to protect you"

Jiyong looks down to the floor. "That someone is Seungri"

Last night

Jiyong close his eyes bask with Seungri's voice. He never lies when he said all the inspiration he gets for writing songs come from Seungri. Seungri is his muse. He can make a song with Seungri's tone in his mind. And right now, while listening to Seungri's voice he can make a song about disaster. Or maybe, a war.