If there is no Bigbang

Part 7

Jiyong is fidgeting on his chair while reading the last text from Seungri.

Seungri – You better be ❤

He's internally screaming with joy right now. It's a heart. It's a fucking heart! As pathetic as it's sound, this is the first time he ever gets a heart emoticon from someone. Don't get it wrong, Jiyong is a popular idol who always get sought after by both men and women but they are all just want to get into his pant. He used to get sext text, nudes and all dirty stuff like that so it's understandable that he gets all mushy with a simple heart emoticon. It's look so pure for his tainted life.

Last night was a disaster for Jiyong. Who would have thought that handsome muscleman Lee Seunghyun – or Seungri, like how he asks to call him – is a bottom. Oh man, that Seungri is a hot stud with super-hot six packs that scream 'exclusive top' how could a man like that prefer to get it in the ass? It's weird though, isn't Seungri dated Yuri and not to mention all the girls' affair that he heard before so Seungri should able to top as well, right? And also, the male trainee that he got caught red-handed with in the practice room is a bottom for sure. So why did he want to be bottom when he was with Jiyong? It's really humiliating for him as he watched Seungri's cock deflated on him. That is the first time such thing happened and he hope it would be the last time.

Aside from the failed sex attempt, Jiyong had to admit things end up sweet between them. He was ready to put his clothes on and went home when he understands that there won't be any action for him tonight but Seungri pulled him back to the bed, straight into his embrace. Jiyong's body stiffed to the sudden gesture. He is not the cuddling type of person. He usually just fucks and left as soon as he's done with his partner. But there's something in the way Seungri play with his hair and saying his apology in a soft voice, that got him almost tears up. It's so sweet and calming, making him feel comfortable and at ease. It's almost as if Seungri love him. Wait, what? Love? Jiyong shakes his head. How could he thought a guy like Seungri will ever love him? Not to mention they just met last night.

"So, how was last night? Did you succeed?"

Jiyong look to his right, his producer, Dong Jae, is grinning at him. "Succeed in what?" he asks, confuse with the question.

Dong Jae groans seeing the idol act so clueless. "That Lee Seunghyun guy! Did you manage to seduce him?"

Jiyong mouth make an 'O' shape, realizing about how he should seduce Seungri to get sponsor from him for his upcoming album. Damn, he totally forgot about that after tasting that sweet lips belong to Seungri. He did invite the younger to have lunch with him but it got no ill-intention. He really just wants Seungri to accompany him so that they will get to know each other better. This is the first time he has an urge to know someone and asking someone out for a meal, it's a big deal for him to send the text earlier actually. "No. I'm still trying"

Dong Jae scoffs to that answer. "Other people succeed in their first try. How could you not? C'mon, that Lee Seunghyun is a man-whore it should be easy for a guy like you to get him on your feet"

Jiyong clench his fist until it turns white. He is fume with anger with Dong Jae's remark. Who he thinks he is to talk about Seungri like that? He doesn't know Seungri – not like Jiyong himself really know Seungri – but it's totally make him mad hearing someone insult the guy that is totally sweet to him. "Watch your mouth, asshole!" he growls to his producer.

"What the fuck man? Are you in love with him or something?" Dong Jae surprise to see the idol's sudden change of behaviour.

Jiyong bite on his lower lips. Unable to give answer to that question. Love? Is it love? He has to admit that Seungri is a very attractive man with a hot body. He heard rumours about the younger being rude and a total asshole but after spending the night with that man, he doubts the rumours are true. The way Seungri treat him was so gentle that make even a wall in Jiyong's heart start to crumble. Jiyong is not a romanticist so he never thought about 'love in the first sight' but with Seungri he might have to consider the possibilities. Even more so, he can't help but feel the sense of familiarity with the younger – not that he knows why -. At the end, he just shrugs off the producer's question and pretends to be busy with the music sheets in his hand instead.