Pain to Love

Chapter 1: The Beginning

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"Waahh"

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"Its a boy!"

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"Oh my god he is so beautiful"

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"Hello my yuri"

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"Hey doctor i dont"

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"Feel so good"

Beeeep

"We're losing her"

Beeeeeeeeep

"She lost to much blood"

Beeeeeeeeeeep
"Get me 20 CC's of AB+"

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

"We're losing her We're losing her"

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Uggggghhhh

Beep beep beep beee- SMASH

sigh
I got up slowly my whole body was sore and in pain.  My skinny malnourished body stood up i looked at the alarm clock 5:00am i limped to the bathroom i turned the sink on and filled my shaking hands with water and splashing my face.  My hands rested on the sink as i let my face drip i look in the mirror and see nothing but pain and fear stare back at me.  My eye and lips were a disgusting purple, dried blood slightly washing away from my mouth.  I wanted to cry i wanted to stop hurting.  The only thing keeping me alive was my determination to not give them the satisfaction of killing myself.

I got in my uniform and wore a hoddie to hide my pain poked my head out the door.   I was the only one up so i walked down to the kitchen and  made some toast and walked out the door after one block i sighed in relief, I escaped pain free.  I took a path through the park trees and bushes surrounded me the smell of it fresh and clean and there was always a sweet smell intertwining the fresh scent.  It was from the bakery down the road I always lived for these walks everything was always so calming and I would feel slightly happy.

I kept walking till my school came to view i instantly felt sick to my stomach.  I was always bullied ever since they found out i was gay.

I sighed 'another day you can do this yuri push through this' I tell myself as i walk towards the school.

Sooooooo what do you think? Lol hope you enjoyed this chapter sry its short.  I'll try to get the next one up soon!!!