Pain to Love

Chapter 3: Tears of Pain

Omg I'm sorry my week has been so has been a nightmare!!! My dad was visiting my grampa this whole week. So I've been taking care of my mom. Pluse a few days ago my babies (three doggies) decided that they were tougher than a porcupine ...😑 and one, my lil'old man, got a quill in his eye. 😭 I have never panicked so much in my life. And add that it was at 12 am and the nearest hospital was 1 HOUR away 😵😱. Luckly they're doing good my lil'old man is still recovering but he's not in pain and being severely spoiled ... by me ... because as mother of three children I must spoil them ... 😅 ✌👌🖒 now with out further ado what you've all been waiting for ....

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I slowly walk to the door and I place my hand on the handle about to turn it. All of a sudden a loud beeping sound echoed through the neighborhood. I flinch and turned to the noise I saw a moving truck backing up into a driveway, two houses down on the other side of the street. I let out a frustrated scoff. I walk in and looked around I saw my father sitting with a beer bottle in his hand. He sees me and his face expresses anger. I stare at him in fear as if I was faced with an animal. He snarled "what the hell are you starring at!" I immediately look down "N-nothing"

My father stood up and chugged what was left of his beer and came up to me his breath was like alcohol. He grabbed my hair and pulled it back against the door I grunt in pain.He got very close and said with venom in his voice "That's right faggot, you are nothing" he punched me in the gut and I fall to my knees and cough. He starts kicking my arms covering my stomach. He scoffed and spit on me "go to your room"

I quickly got up and ran to my room. I close the door and sob as I lock the door and turn and lean my back against the door and sunk down. My legs where against my chest and my head was up against the door. "I just want a normal life. Is that to much to ask. I dont need love or friends I've gone this long without that. I just want to live without pain." I cry quietly to myself and after awhile I go to the bathroom and wash the spit and grime off. I get out and get cloths on. I slowly lay down on the bed and realize how exhausted I truly was '2 more years' I tell myself 'this year and the next then im out of here' my eyes dull and tired I flopped on the bed and curl up as tears roll down my cheek.

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I woke up earlier than usual so I could clean any wounds. I only found a few on my stomach so I cleaned up and went down stairs. No one of course was up so I got a sandwich made and cleaned up my mess. Last time I left one piece of lettuce out and they beat me up until I couldn't move literally. I finish my sandwich and I get my stuff and head out the door. Sometimes it takes all my power to not run away. I've tried before but I had no money, no where to go, and no food. Pluse they beat me for two days non-stop. I walked up to the park and breath in trying to relax. I hear faint engine become louder and louder. (Bet you can guess who it is)

All of the sudden a man on a black MV Agusta F4CC. He took off his helmet and looked at me with his deep brown eyes and short black hair styled in an undercut, he was gorgeous. "Do you know where the school is?" His deep soothing voice vocalized I hesitatly nodded "J-just keep going straight" I stutter as I point in the direction of the school. He looked in the direction and then back at me. "Thanks" he nodded and got on his bike putting on his helmet. He looked back at me "want a ride" he asked I just looked at him "M-me?" I was shocked no one but Mr. Vasiliev showed me kindness so to hear it was shocking. He stared at me "of course who else am I talking to, I saw you limping when I came up so I was thinking maybe you would like a ride." I was blown away what should I do? I thought about it for awhile, 'I shouldn't he is a stranger even if i really want to' I was about to say no but then i stopped 'you know what, no, I'm always in pain and cautious I'm going to have fun for once.' "Yea, thanks" I said. He hands me his other helmet to me and I get on.

Woohoo thanks guys for reading. I will be posting as soon as i can kk bye ✊🖐✊🖐✊🖐