Kidnapped... ~Jai Brooks Fanfiction/Completed~

Part 44

Next part will be the very last one guys and it will be posted in exactly one week. Ready for it?
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Jai’s P.O.V.
My rage was so blinding that I really felt ready to do it. I hated myself to the limits. The ride back was even shorter since I felt like I was on the racing track. The gas pedal kept rising my speed and I kept rising my anger for me. I was indeed in love with her. I let myself catch feelings when I knew how this would end up. I’m a coward. This is wrong. I can't blow this up because I’m selfish and I don't want to lose her. I should follow plan. The deadline was a month and it’s over for long. Time to finish with this story.

I stepped hard on the gas since I knew the road like my palm. I always had a gun stored in the car. It never seemed more useful than now. I was getting close. I could see the house in the distance. My adrenaline was so high I was only hoping for one thing. To not become a softy when I see her.

When the first tear dropped, I realized in just what tragic position I was. I had to kill the only person who even made me feel anything other than hatred, anger and coldness. The only person lighting up my way of thinking. But my brothers came first. I had to keep my promise. Go back to the heartless killer I was before Darcy walked in my life.

I parked the car careless. ‘’Do it now that you’re still furious’’ I focused. I loaded the gun and held it tightly. I took my keys out and pushed the door open so hard the glass on it cracked. The sudden noise worried Darcy who ran from the kitchen towards me but froze when she saw me standing in front of her, pointing the gun to her. She was so surprised and shocked I could fall to pieces by that look of desperation. ‘’Focus idiot’’ I thought and snapped back.

“Jai” she whispered frightened.

“What are you doing?” she added silently.

“Shut up. Just shut up. I can't listen to you anymore. This has to be done” I yelled. I must have turned a deep red from all this anger and pressure.

“What do you mean? what did I do?” she asked and her eyes blurred.

“Don't speak. I can't take it anymore. Deadline. I’m sorry” I pressed my lips tight together.

“What deadline? You’re going to kill me? I thought you loved me” she fought back, letting tears fall now. ‘’Don't back down. Not now! Lie to her’’

“I lied. It was all part of a plan. I have to kill you” I said coldly.

“Why? You don't have to. You chose to” she cried in disbelief of what was happening.

“I can't do anything else. For fuck’s sake understand that” I screamed.

“You ask me to understand the reason why you wanna kill me? Without even giving me a reason? You’re insane. I don't what I did so wrong that I deserve this but if you want it so bad then do it. Here. Shoot. Right here” she screamed back pointing on her forehead. She waited for my last move which was so close.

“I’m sorry” I whispered and shut my eyes tight so I wouldn't see the crime scene that would haunt me forever.

An at-the-same-time move forced two hands to wrap around me and a stray bullet to hit the ceiling. I struggled with the pair of arms to keep my gun but when it slipped my hands, I lost the battle. Everything happened so fast. Daniel was holding my wrists behind my back, Luke was talking to me but I couldn't listen from all my yelling to let go. Beau stood in front of Darcy, getting in between us.

“You can't kill her” Daniel yelled over me.

“Half an hour ago you told me I have to. We fucking fought about it” I defended my actions.

“Yeah but I didn't know then” he shut me up.

“Just calm down and let us explain” said Luke and caused my anger to rise again.

“Don't tell me to fucking calm down. I have to get through with this” I escaped Daniel's grip and fell right into Beau’s arms who grabbed me by the collar of my shirt, forcing me to stand up straight.

“You can't kill her” he yelled just as mad as me.

“Why not?” I tried to understand this nonsense.

“Beacuase she’s pregnant” he screamed over me and a dead silence fell across the room. I was overwhelmed by a hit of consciousness.

“Pregnant?” I whispered and took a step back before losing my senses.