moren? larvey?

Chapter 2: Decisions..

hey guys so I have been pre preparing this story for a while now. I hope you guys like this chapter. Yes, I have a chapter 3, but I am only going to publish it if I can get this chapter to 10 reads and 2 comments. I know that's annoying but haha I want to get somewhere. Hope you enjoy!!❤️

"Woah.. That's a huge decision." Luna seemed lost, so did I.
I didn't know what to do. But deep down I know I have to make a decision.
Mark or Harvey?

I texted Mark and asked him to move the time to 6:00 of course as flexible as he can be he was sweet about it and wasn't mad at all. I love that about him that he can compromise.

The time slipped out of my fingers. It was already time to go meet Harvey. I haven't had this bad nervous stomach ache before.
My uber driver pulled up to Starbucks and dropped me off.
I could see Harvey though the glass window clearer than anyone else there.
I walked in and I got my order. Than I sat down at the table where Harvey was.
We both stood back up and I gave him a hug. His arms rapped around me so warmly. 

We both sat down.
"I missed you Loren!" I could hear the nervousness in his voice. I knew he had to get something off his chest.
"I missed you too harv😊"

"So what did you need to tell me" my voice got more quiet and shaky.
"So I have been meaning to tell you about my feelings about us.. Our .. Relationship"
"Oh.. Okay. Go on," I was so exited, nervous, and worried at the same time. I looked up at his shimmering blue eyes, waiting for what he wanted to tell me.

".. I feel there's more between us than what we just have now. I can't stand a day thinking I can't be with you because we don't feel the same way. And that's okay. I just wanted to tell you"

I was so confused.. He thinks I don't like him like that? But I do...

"Harvey.. I feel..--"
"Yes, I know. You feel it's too weird for us to still be friends."
"No! Harv let me finish. I feel the same way. I like you, a lot. And I would love to hear what else you have to say."
I was so glad we felt the same way and that he understood me.

"Oh.. Haha oh-- I didn't think you felt the same way. I'm so sorry. So.. Uh would you like to be my uhm girlfriend?"
He was so generous about this whole situation, and I appreciated that.
".. Of-of course💘"

We gave Eachother the same smirk. I was so happy. But during that whole moment I didn't think once about Mark. Was that a sign? Or was I just too caught up in the moment? Have I lost my feelings for him? There were too many questions. But I just wanted to focus on our relationship now. I wasn't going to put it out on the internet yet because it didn't seem right. I needed a break from social Media.

Harvey held my hand and walked me out to my car. I hugged him longer than I have ever before.
We said goodbye and I drove off. Luna as in the car and ready to go to marks house.
"How'd it go?" Luna said excitedly.
"We are together. I don't know what I'm going to tell Mark. I still like him too..." I was nervous to go to marks house.
"Did you tell Harvey you have feelings for Mark too?" I could see the confusion in her eyes.
"No... No I didn't. I didn't know what to say to him. He would have rejected me if I told him, I can't." I was afraid to tell the truth to either of them. I cared about them too much. I didn't want to hurt them.

"Loren, you gotta tell them at one point. If they are your true friends they will understand." Luna knew it, and I knew it. I had to come clean eventually.
"Yeah. You are right. Who should i tell first?" We were getting closer to marks house. The closer we got, the more nervous I was.
"I think you should tell Harvey first. Overall, he is your boyfriend. He should know." Luna and I looked over the screen of my phone.
"You should call him."
I looked over to Luna.
"Yeah.. That's a good idea." I said nervously. It was a good idea, I was just to nervous to hear his voice when I told him
I clicked his name and put the phone up to my ear as my hands were shaking.
"Hey wassup" he sounded so happy and I had no clue how he was going to take the news.

"Hey Harv. I'm so sorry, I should have told you before..." I wanted him to understand.
"Tell me what??" His voice slowly got louder. I couldn't speak.
"Loren? You there??"
"Yeah sorry.. Uhm.. I should have told you this earlier at Starbucks, but I still have some feelings for Mark. And of course I have feelings for you and they are growing. I just thought you should know this."
He didn't say anything until a few seconds after.

"Oh.. Uhm.. So what are you saying?" Harvey thought we were breaking up but I didn't want to. Did he?