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Chapter 4: Regret

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I woke up the next morning feeling the same. Guilt. I have never felt so guilty in my life. I didn't want to tell Harvey anything. At all. I knew I had to but I just couldn't. I felt like I was breaking both of them little by little. I hated every last bit of myself. I just needed something to cheer me up. But I have to do the right thing and tell Harvey. Yes, he will 99.9 % likely break up with me. But maybe that's what I need.

I texted Harvey.

Loren: hey harv. whatcha doin?
Harvey: actually nothing. what's up?
Loren: uhm.. we need to talk. can we meet up?
Harvey: yeah, sure. meet me at the park at 1:00. gtg❤️
Loren: see you then❤️

Ok I kinda pulled that off. He's going to be so disappointed in me. I just wanted this to work out.

Wait 1:00... Holy-- it's 12:30!!!!!! I gotta get ready.

30 mins later...

Omg. Finally ready.. And, shoot!! Gotta get a cab.
I finally made it to the park we were meeting at. I saw him sitting on a bench in the shade. He looked so happy to see me when he looked over. I walked over and sat down.

"Hey, so what did you need to tell me??" Harvey looked nervous. He knew I did so,thing I shouldn't have. I didn't reply for 10 seconds at the least. Those were the longest seconds of my life.

"Sorry, I feel terrible. I was at marks house, and we were just about to leave when he kissed me on the cheek. Straight after I was so mad I felt so guilty and I wanted to run to you and tell you how sorry I felt. Go ahead. Tell me how you feel Harvey." It felt like a ton of bricks was lifted off my chest. I just wasn't ready for his reply.

"No biggy." Harvey said it so relaxed and I was so shocked. "Wh-what?? 'No biggy' your okay?? I thought you were going to breakup with me?!? Babe I'm so sorry." I tear dripped down my cheek. I started to cry, I have never felt so confused and bad at the same time.

"Loren. You don't need to be perfect for me. Everyone makes mistakes and I'm here to help you." I was speechless. He's the best thing that ever happened to me. I couldn't express it.

"Harvey, I'm so sorry I-I have never felt this was for anyone... I think I-" I was cut off by terrible words that came out of Harvey's mouth that minute.