When Heaven gained another angel

The Funeral

As i woke up the morning of the funeral i knew that this day and this year will haunt me forever. it was a beautiful service and so many things said by the people who love my father so dearly. At one point people was able to go and say something they want to say. I was to emotional & beat up from everything so i didn't go but if i did this is what i would say

"My father was a good man. He was honestly a super hero. Well at least my super hero. When my brothers would always pick on me or my sister would make fun of me My Father was always there by my side. Though i did some dumb things in my life he always stood by me. He was my biggest supporter. He would always call me shake shake because i could never sit down somewhere. When i was younger and i would come home my dad would always be standing at the door waving to my siblings and I. I would come in from school go in my parents room and lay on my Fathers stomach.... it made sounds that put me to sleep because he has had so many surgeries on his tummy. I cam still hear the grumbles it still makes and the way he use to talk so it would hum back at me. He would always say that im going places if i put my mind to it. He also said i wasn't aloud to date till i was married ahha. My father always told me to date someone with clean and nice shoes because if he cant keep whats on his feet clean there was no way he could be clean in a relationship by that clean he meant loyalty. "

Though i sat there in silence i really wanted to speak my mind. i miss him very dearly and his passing has had a huge toll on my life. A month after my dads passing my Grand dad passed away too and the hit hit me even harder. After all those things happened is when everything came crashing in me like a hurricane