When Heaven gained another angel

April 17th

I never really cried at funerals....ive lost so many close loved ones in my life but i never cried at the funeral. i thought it was an emotion thing because all my life i wasn't a crier. Until the day i think i lost everything that really mattered to me. it was so devastating i broke down when i had to tell my brothers the news. It was something none of us wouldn't have wanted to hear EVER. That my father would not survive... that the only thing keeping him alive was the life support. I cried for so long; Longer than the sun dies every night so the moon can live. It hurt so bad, because they man hat has raised & shaped me into the woman i was would not see his little girl grow up. though this man i call my father was not biological he gave me a life that would never regret. If it wasn't for my mom and him i would probably be some where wanting to take my life. So at dawn the next morning things went quiet. everything was still.