When Heaven gained another angel

Nowadays

Its rough its been 488 days since everything has happened. I have went through most of hells obstacles. I was at the point last August that i wanted to end it all that i started doing research about what things i could do to end my life without harming my self and everything leaded back to being a hoax. I was home alone when i just started to break down i was at the point where i had to call the prevention line and none of that happened. I talked to my mom about everything because i was bottling my feelings up because she was goi g through it worse than me. she said it would be good for me to she a therapist... i went to one session and never went again. A year later things are still aren't great but they are better im learning to cope with everything and figuring out things that make me happy. i have lost friends in the process they became memories but it was for the best. I will forever not be okay but i will keep trying my best to try to be. ❤️