my once sane heart cicero x listener

(SKIP IF YOU DON'T WANT A KISSING SCENE)

(For real dad don't read)

(Dad I'm serious it's about to be real mushy)

(FOR REAL DAD STOP)

(PLEASE SAVE ME THE EMBARRASSMENT)
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I sat looking at the ground as Cicero went to get something, opening the journal about me I breath in and start reading.

CHAPTER 10

I watched as she cried under the lamp post and called out to me, but I didn't turn back...never turn back. The locket was my only way to give her a memory of me..the only way.

CHAPTER 13

She's back! My lovely nightshade...shes one of us now hehehe. Her eyes still the same and her face still so cute but yet has matured, her hair is now white and long. Oh joy Cicero feels!

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"Boo!"

"Agh!" I scream falling back

"Hahaha Cicero got you good!" Cicero laughs

I sit back up and death glare him, he slyly takes the journal back and throws it to a corner of the room.

"Jane's being nosey?" He asks

"Yup" I smile up at him

He sits beside me and I look at my hands

"I'm still confused on how you feel" I confess

"It is written in there" he claims

"I need you to..tell me"

"Cicero...thinks Jane is..beautiful and deadly. Like a nightshade. Cicero would take care of pretty little Jane, and keep her safe from the horrors of the outside..loves it when she gets mushy and wishes the cheek kisses were..more" he says the last part quiet and shyly

"You want..?"

"May i?" He asks as if a child begging for candy

I look down and think before looking up and noding, he looked nervous and was awkwardly still as if second guessing so I moved forward and did it myself, he didn't really kiss back cause it was soon.

"Can..Cicero try again?" He asks

"Yeah"

This time he does it and I felt something..giddy and tingly inside me. It was gentle but quick and not too try much in it.

I look at him and can tell I am blushing.

"Cicero...likes that"

"I-I do too"

"Jane I've wanted to do that since you stayed the night the first time"

I ignore the fact he was talking normal and blush, he giggles and tackles me in a hug.

I smile from his scent and warmness.
He nuzzeled my neck and strokes my hair, I wrap my arms around him and giggle.

"I love you Cicero"

"I love you too..my nightshade" he whispers

"Stop making me blushhh" I whine

"I am the fool of hearts

"That you are"