Ch.16

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Brenda POV;

"Clark baby stop." I moaned as Clark kissed my neck and tried to remove my clothes.

"But babe it feels right." he said continuously grinding into me and putting his hand in my underwear. We were in my room and my parents were out as usual; I invited Clark over just to relax and watch movies, but he wanted something I didn't.

"CLARK STOP!" I said pushing him off me.

"DAMMIT BRENDA WHY?! EVER SINCE WE GOT BACK TOGETHER YOU HAVEN'T LET ME DO ANY FUCKING THING TO YOU. WHY SO VIRGINAL?!" he asked. That kind of offended me since we did lose our virginity to eachother and I doubt he had any previous experience.

"ANSWER ME!" He yelled somewhat scaring me.

"I JUST, I DONT FUCKING KNOW CLARK! I DON'T WANT TO HAVE SEX OR FUCK YOU RIGHT NOW CLARK!" when will I want to again? And why is he so sexually tense tonight?

"YOU BETTER FUCKING FIND OUT BRENDA, I'M LEAVING." he said slipping his shirt on.

"BABE NO!" I got up and grabbed his hand and pulled him as hard as I could and sat him on my bed. He wouldn't look at me so I stood in front of him and took off my shirt. His eyes immediately redirected somewhere else and then back at my eyes and so on. "I just, I don't want any type of good feeling right now. Stay babe, let me make your night amazing." I seduced him pulling his shorts and boxers down as he lay back on my bed.

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I woke up with Brenda's hand placed around Clark Jr. and couldn't move because I knew I'd feel aroused. I heard a door open downstairs and jumped up almost immediately waking Brenda up.

"Clark what's wrong?" she asked as I slipped my clothes on and she looked around, realizing it was daytime.

"I think your parents are home!" I whispered as she fixed her hair and jumped into her bed as I went in her bathroom and pushed the door up enough to hear and watch in case I should run out. Thank God it's Saturday, I had no where to be.  

I tried being as quiet as possible as her dad came in! He gave her a kiss on the forehead and was coming to the bathroom; shit.

I forgot to turn off the light! Oh God no-

"HUN YOU READY?!" her mom, I'm guessing, yelled. Thank you miss Palmer for saving my life.

"Yeah here I come." he said still coming to the door. I backed up to the wall and waited to be caught; he only stuck his hand through the available space and switched the light off. I waited for about 5 minutes before Brenda came in and laughed before kissing my cheek.

"You almost fucking died!" she said.

"Me? I ain't going down alone so I'm taking your ass with me." I smiled cupping her butt.

"Brenda sweety!" I heard a female voice say as I spun back into the bathroom and turned the light off. I kept my eye by the door as Bren stood in front of it, giving me full sight of her ass in her tight shorts; God the resistance.

"Hey mom."

"Hey, I know your dad and I just got home but we've been working really hard and longer because... we got three tickets to France!" her mother said.

FRANCE?! That's hallway across the damn world.

"ARE YOU SERIOUS, OH MY GOD THANK YOU MOMMY!!" she jumped hugging her mother.

"Eww girl go brush your teeth. Love you," she said leaving her room. Brenda let me out another 5 minutes later and I looked at her like she was crazy.

"Did you hear the awesome news?!" she jumped.

"Yeah, you're not going are you?" I asked.

"Of course I'm going! Probably in the Summer because it gives us time to actually be there for a while. Plus, I wouldn't want to miss out too much for the rest of the school year."

She pushed past me and started brushing her teeth and hopping around.

"Babe why are you going?"

"What do you mean? Why would I not end up going?"

I took a moment to think while she rinsed her mouth out a few times. She went in her room and started making up her bed as I walked behind her.

"Also you may need to leave in a few hours because I'm leaving to sleepover at a friend's house." she said fluffing out the pillows.

"You still didn't really answer me Brenda, how come you're choosing to go to France instead of staying here during Summer?" I asked.

"Clark do you know what's in France?! French fries, the Eiffel Tower, French food, etc. I've always wanted to go-"

"But what about us love?" I said sitting on her bed. She sighed and groaned in frustration walking in her closet and pulling out a purple duffel bag.

"Clark there's nothing wrong with me going to spend time with my parents and traveling to another country for a while. You're acting like I'm gonna marry a French guy and replace you when I come back," she laughed. "-it's not a big deal."

I feel like I've been getting more frustrated and angrier a lot these days and nothing was helping me cool down. 

I think I have practice this evening but who knows, I was suspended for 2 weeks from the team because of my 'behavior' on the bus two weeks ago.

I got up and headed to leave to go home and face the alcoholic 'father' of mine and see my sister and mom; who were probably worrying where I was last night.

"Where are you going now?" Bren asked blocking my way out the front door. "Are you mad or -" she started still staring at me.

"Can you please move Brenda so I won't have to remove you out of my way?" I said. She ignored my plead causing me to scoop her over my shoulder and throw her on her living room couch before walking out the door.

I got in my car as she looked out the window at me, and drove home. Once I walked in, my mom was in my face; great.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN CLARK GONZALES? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?" mom yelled annoying me. I walked past her and went to get a glass of water to freshen my mouth up before brushing. "HELL-O?"

"AND WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOUR GRADES ALL OF A SUDDEN, HUH? YOUA RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS. YOU HAVE THREE C'S ALL OF A SUDDEN?! I HAVE TO GO HAVE A MEETING WITH YOUR CALCULUS TEACHER NOW SINCE YOU WANT TO FAIL ALL, YOU'RE LUCKY I'M ALLOWING YOU TO STAY ON THE TEAM." she blabbed. I mumbled a 'whatever' and went to my room, passing Meerkat.

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Brenda POV;

"Well since you're here early, what do you wanna do?" Megan asked me laying on her back on her bed. I shrugged and she sat up to grab a mini-marshmallow from the bag we were eating from. She took one and threw it at me.

"What was that for?" I asked.

"You didn't answer my question child."

I took one and threw it back at her as we started our marshmallow war.

"Okay, okay, we can go to like a movie-"

"My friend's party it is." she interrupted.

"Dude hell no! I don't even have a party material outfit." I wouldn't go anyway because I'm not the party person. "And isn't this supposed to be a girls night sleepover?" I whined. She ignored me and went in her walk-in closet, throwing items towards me. Dresses and shoes to be more precise.

"This is me ignoring you because we're going anyway. My dad is out of town and mom is still in the rehab facility since we last stopped talking."

"What about your brothers?"

"Nick is probably at the party already and Connor is at his friends house." she said walking out smiling.

"Did you plan all this?"

She nodded and dragged me to the bathroom to get me ready. A little party wouldn't hurt.

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