I met a friend! Well actually I made two friends grace from math and Aly I met her at lunch so I was sitting alone because grace was out of school with strep throat and Aly sat across from me and immediately we had a connection. We bonded over tv shows and music and she understood my anxiety about this new school I even told her about my crush in biology. Before I told her about him I had to ask grace if she seemed trustworthy enough and grace has a good sense for who's fake and who's not and she told me to trust her so I did. I told her all about Joshua about his wavy hair, his deep brown eyes that I could stare into forever, the cute dimples on each side of his kind smile. It's not only looks that attracted me to this handsome stranger it was his wise commentary on the subject in class, his low mature voice. The first time he worked with me he complemented my handwriting and then went on about how beautiful I was and how I had an old soul and he could tell by the wisdom and determination in my eyes. When I talked to him I felt safe like I was home and protected. It felt warm and familiar even talking to him made me glow on the inside. I actually feel a connection with him and I haven't had that in a really long time. I told Aly all of this she knew every single detail about how I felt about him even though she never met him she said we would be a great couple and that he's perfect for me (I agree with that statement.) the next day he wasn't in biology and it was disappointing cause we worked in partners and I had to be the only one in the class who was working alone I felt like a loser without him. I got through the class though and I looked for him at lunch and I asked his friend where he was then he told me that he was sick. Then after we were done talking he looked me up and down and said "hey you cute you got someone special?"
I turned and walked away I sat down with grace and aly and they both looked at me like I was a lost puppy then grace said "what's wrong hun?"
And I flopped my head down on the table to make it look more dramatic and I looked at them with a quaking bottom lip and puppy dog eyes and said in a little girls voice "my biology boyfriend wasn't here today."
They both laughed at me and I crossed my arms and pouted and said "don't laugh at me!"
We all cracked up and continued with normal conversation. The next day I walked into class with my head lowered and I lifted up my head and saw him in his chair and immediately got butterflies
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Random(TRIGGER WARNING) if suicide of self harm triggers you don't read A girl named Armani lives in a world of sadness and pain; if that wasn't bad enough she has to move away from her only two friends in the whole world, because of her mothers new job...
