Her Savior (Austin Carlile Fanfic) *COMPLETED*

Part Eighteen

                     Austins POV

I looked into the mirror, adjusting my tie. I let out a huge sigh before exiting the bathroom. I fixed a bottle for Miracle, fed her, the burped her. I changed her diaper and put a black long sleeve dress on her. It had a bow by her shoulder and it poofed out at the bottom which was covered in sparkles. I put some socks on her and a pair of black heels.

"Oh babygirl, you're so beautiful." I whisper to my child. She looked exactly like her mother, she had Hayleys ice blue eyes and beautiful blonde hair. I picked my daughter up and kissed her cheek, causing her to giggle.

I exited the bedroom, with Miracle on my hip, when there was a knock at my door.

"Come in!" I yelled. In came walking Alan, Phil, Aaron, and Tino.

"Hey bro. You ready for today?" Aaron asked me, patting my back. I nodded.

"Let me see my beautiful niece!" Alan held his arms out and I handed Miracle to him.

"Hey there little Miss Miracle! You're getting so big!" Alan cooed and I laughed.

It had been four months since Hayley passed and since Miracle was born. Today was Hayleys funeral and I swear I kept hearing her voice, I waited for her to come running in and jump on me. I missed her so much, but I knew I couldn't sit around a be miserable. I had to be strong for our daughter and for Hayley, and being miserable wasn't going to bring Hayley back.

"We should probably get going." Alan whispered, interrupting my trance. I just nodded, grabbed Miracle, and loaded into the car.

20 minutes later, I pulled up to the grave site. I parked the car, climbed out, then unbuckled Miracle and got her out. There were so many people. I saw all of Pierce The Veil, all of Bring Me The Horizon, All Time Low, Sleeping With Sirens, hell even Issues showed up. Hayley had made an impact on all of our lives. I sat down up front next to the rest of the band on one side of me and Oli and the rest of Bring Me on the other side.

"Hey mate. Hows the beautiful Miracle?" He smiles at the infant and playfully pinches her cheek. She mimicks his action, placing her tiny hand on his cheek. He chuckled then kissed her forehead.

"She looks exactly like Hayley." I turn around and see Tyler Carter sitting behind me.

"She does, doesn't she?" I smile proudly.

"She's absolutely beautiful." Tyler smiled at me and I smiled back.

I was in a trance through most of the funeral, until the priest asked who wanted to say a few words. I carry Miracle and go to stand next to Hayleys open casket.

She looked so at peace, she was pale, which was her normal skim color, they had her in baby blue, skin tight, strapless dress. Her hair was curled and fell down around shoulders, they had put on some mascara along with light blue eyshadow and rosey red lips.

"Oh baby.." I whispered, fighting back tears.

   

                   Hayleys POV

I stared down at the funeral, with Mitch and Austins mom by my side. Austin was holding Miracle and was standing by my casket. I knew him well enough to know he was fighting back tears. I listened as he began to speak.

"Sometimes.. Lifes unfair. I've had three loved ones taken me.. its hard, it really is. But I know they're all looking down on me smiling  and always will be. Hayleys death has taken quite a toll on me, but I have our daughter, our little Miracle, that I need to be strong for.

I was- no am - in love with Hayley and I always will be. I was going to propose to her after she had our baby, but, I never got the chance. I'll never understand why bad things happen to such amazing people. But I do know one thing, I will raise our daughter, I will continue Of Mice and Men, and I will continue to make my mom, Hayley, and Mitch proud. Hayley, I know you're listening right now, and I hope you know I love you and I miss you so damn much. I won't ever forget you nor will I replace you. You have my heart. I'll see you when its my time baby."

By the end of Austins speech, I was in tears, as was the crowd and Austin. I walked towards Austin and kissed his cheek, then Miracles, before walking back to Mitch and Austins mom. I saw my babygirl point up towards me and smile, making her blue eyes shine. I smiled and waved to her before the three of us left the funeral.

Death isn't so bad. Yeah, I miss Austin. I miss everybody. It hurts knowing I won't be able to be apart of my daughters life. But then again, I will be. I'll always be watching down on my family. Though they can't see me, Austin knows I can see them. He looks up into the sky where we stand and smiles.

"I love you. Take care of our daughter." I whisper.

"I love you too."