Fragments [kookv]

•10: Questions•

"Hey...you won't leave me, right?"

I turned around and smiled at him then I pulled him into a hug.

"Never."

I stated as I tightened the hug then I noticed that he was sobbing so I loosen the hug to look at him.

"Hey...what's wrong?"

"You...you're going to leave."

"No. I told y-"

"You have to leave."

"What? No! I-"

I paused when he stopped sobbing and he looked at me, our eyes directed at each other.

He flashed a sad smile while pain can obviously be seen in his eyes.

"You have to leave me."

He stated and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.

"I said I won't leave you! I can't leave you! I'd never leave you!"

"I know."

He said while he cupped my face, his thumbs caressing my cheeks.

"If you can't....I'll be the one who will leave."

He continued.

Lies.

His words were filled with regret and dishonest feelings. I know he's lying. He won't leave me.

His hands slowly slide down as well as his gaze. He took a deep breath and took a step backwards.

He sighed once more before looking at me with eyes full of guilt.

"Goodbye....I love you, Kookie."

I raised my arms to reach him but he just faded away. It was like the wind took him away.

"No....No!!...you can't! You can't leave me! Please come back! P-please."

I begun crying while looking around like an insane man, desperately looking for any trace he might have left. Anything that could possibly lead me to him....but nothing.

There was nothing.

I fell on my knees and looked at my shaking hands while tears seemed to endlessly flow from my eyes.

"I was just holding you awhile back...Why? Why did you have to leave? You were just here...Why?"

I put my hands on my chest and closed my eyes. Thinking of the feeling of his warmth that I don't want to forget. At least, let me treasure it, let me remember how warm he felt.

"Kookie"

I heard his voice and without thinking, I immediately raised my arms in hopes of reaching him.