11/11 Reflection || k.nj [ON HOLD]

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Few weeks before final announcement to disband

"Just be quiet!" Seokjin yells making everyone stop bickering. "Doesn't this scare anyone!?" He screams, the veins in his neck popping. He looks terrified, honestly. Everyone looks at their feet and become serious.

"This is honestly really ridiculous, I don't know what we'd do without each other." Seokjin says. "We all have to go our own ways sooner or later, you expect us to just stay signed to Big Hit forever? Jungkook is married for crying out loud, and you know how the community frowns upon young parents. This isn't any easier for him." Taehyung says.

"It's not our fault Jungkook wanted to get married at a young age, okay?" Hoseok says. "Jungkook could get married at what ever age he wants, as long as he's happy, we should be happy for him." Jimin says. "Oh, here goes Jimin, looking after Jungkook like always. He's a grown man, let him answer for himself." Yoongi says.

"Ugh, if I could talk to you with hate I would." Jimin says under his breath. "Oh, I wish you would." Yoongi says. "Stop it!" I yell. Everyone is now looking at me. "Seokjin just asked if we were going to miss the band, and you're turning it something completely different." I say. "Oh, what a surprise. Namjoon standing up for Seokjin, ain't that a ship?" Hoseok spits.

"Why don't we just focus on the reason for the disbanding?" Taehyung interrupted before I can yell at Hoseok. "Oh, pff, easy. Unfairness." Seokjin says. "How!? How is it unfair!?" Jimin yells. "The three of you!" Yoongi points at the Maknae's. Jungkook shakes his head and bites his lip.

"This again?" He asks. "Oh yes, please enlighten us on the reason as to why you think that it's not true.. huh? Enlighten us the 'Golden Maknae'. Please do." Hoseok air quotes. "Army loves all of us equally." Jungkook says, I even start to laugh a bit along with the other hyungs in the group.

Seokjin laughs, "You know damn right that ain't true. It's a straight up lie and you know it." He adds in a rude tone. "How? How is it a lie, huh?" Jimin asks.

"Oh! How about.. we go to V live and check out the views comparison. Why don't we?" Hoseok asks going on the V app in front of everyone. "AH! Ahaha! What a surprise! Look! More views on most of the Maknae's lives than on the Hyungs." The maknaes look at him annoyed.

"Really? Views? Is this what everything is about?" Taehyung asks. "Ah! And comments! Let's check out Seokjin's videos, Eat Jin. Don't you three remember we had to stop that series because there wasn't enough watchers? That shows something, right?" Hoseok fakes a happy face.

"'Jungkook, where's Jungkook?' , 'V?', 'Where are the other members?' What does that say about what Army wants?" Hoseok asks reading a couple of comments off the V live app. It left everyone speechless, realization smacking the Maknae's in the face. Or they were just staying quiet because they're fed up about fighting.

It definitely wasn't the first time any of us have seen these comments. "Honestly, why are we going to try.. why? We're not wanted." Hoseok asks. "The damn twitter wars for crying out loud! They wanted Seokjin and I gone!" Hoseoks face then drops and his eyes water.

"We try, and we try.." he shakes his head and wipes his eyes. "I'm just honestly exhausted, I want to see my family. And just be normal." He adds as he drops to the couch in the dorm. "Anyone would want that.. no? To be normal, fame and this industry is just overwhelming at times. Sometimes we don't even get months of rest, and for what? More hate?" He said what all of us were thinking, though we didn't want to say it. Or even admit it.

He laughs, and it's quite sad to see our ray of literal sun shine cry like this. Soon all of us were settled down on a couch or chair. He throws his head back and wipes his tears, "Wow, haha." His laughter was completely out of place. "I guess that's my answer, so yes. One vote for disbanding." Hoseok says.