I wish I was a lot of things.
I wish to be worth something.
I wish I had a better relationship with my family.
I wish I was pretty.
I wish I wasn't so depressed.
I wish I never met him.
I wish I never hurt myself.
I wish I didn't have underdeveloped emotions.
I wish I wasn't so stupid.
I wish I could be happy.
I wish I wasn't so needy.
I wish my family cared.
I wish I wasn't underweight.
I wish I could eat without being disgusted.
I wish I had friends who thought I mattered.I wish that the cord that had wound its way around my neck in the womb had suffocated me.
I wish that I was dead.

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