Trace The Lines //Ronnie Radke x Female Reader//COMPLETED

Ronnies POV

Rays of sunlight shine into the bus. (Y/N) remains a sleep in my bed. Standing up and stretching, I remember that we have a date today. I grab a quick shower before getting dressed in a fairly casual outfit of black jeans metal belt t-shirt and converse. Basic but great for skating. I figure why not go down to the beach? They have a skate park. Maybe I could teach (y/n) to skate. (Y/N) is awake now and sits up. "Morning sweet thing" I yawn once again catch a glimpse of a smile crossing her sweet pink lips. "Good morning. What did you say last night? You wanted to do something today?" She asks. "Yes I do! I thought we could chill at the beach or something. If you want I mean" my voice cracks a little. I don't know what it is about this damn girl that turns me into a stuttering idiot. Maybe it's her striking eyes? I don't know. "Sounds amazing but there's a bit of a problem. I'm covered in blood..." "do you need to go home first..?" "NO. He could be there I'm not risking it." A terrified expression crosses her face. "Well...here." I hand (y/n) a sweater of mine. That way she'll look normal and not like she murdered someone. Her pants are dark luckily. My sweater is pretty large on her frame but damn if I don't love that she's wearing my clothes. (Y/n) follows me outside the tour bus. The heat is pretty mild today. Coming up to the beach it's pretty empty. The ocean roars but stays chilled out. "It's so pretty today" says (y/n). "Ehh it's decent. But I mean...You're prettier." (Y/n) blushes. "I didn't know you like to skate?" She says pointing at my board. "It's a hobby." A smile hits my face while I set the board down and push down the board walk with (y/n) following with her phone. Noticing that she's recording, why not give something worth recording? Speeding up a bit I'm able to give her a pretty sick ass heel flip. "That was so cool!" Squeals (y/n) with delight. "Do you know how to skate?" I ask looking down at (y/n) "no..I'm scared to fall." "Let me help then." Placing my board with (y/n) and myself placed on either side of it, (y/n) hesitates before placing her feet onto the board. She starts to roll a bit, scaring her into grabbing my shoulders. "It's okay I'm holding you your not going to fall." My hands rest on her waist keeping her balanced. (Y/n) rests her head on my chest while I carefully roll her down the walk. "I told you you wouldn't fall" I chuckle picking up my board walking with her. Her (y/h/c) hair blows softly around her face in the salty ocean breeze. Damn I love this girl...I don't want to be anywhere other than by her side. I'm terrified to mess up again. "Are you okay?" Her hand rests on my arm. "You went kinda quiet." "I'm fine I'm fine just...enjoying being around you again. Let's go out in the beach. It looks empty." Her hand takes ahold of mine sending electricity through every cell of my body. "My phone is blowing up so much" says (y/n) laying on the beach with me under the setting sun. "Yeah?" I watch her type on her cellphone just admiring everything about her. "People go crazy for you" she giggles. "(Y/n)...I've missed being around you." My voice wavers a little bit. "I've missed you too." She sighs happily. "I'm sorry...I left back-" one of her soft fingers against my lips. "Don't be sorry. I'm just happy to have found you again." She smiles. My heart is screaming at me to make a move, not to let her go but my head is screaming don't fuck this up man you have ALOT riding on this. My dick says she'll be riding us- I shake my head trying to erase those thoughts for now. Gotta actually DATE the girl before even trying anything intimate. My mind goes completely blank, I lost all feeling in my body and before I knew it, I kissed her. My lips pressed against her softly yet deeply. I start to panic opening my eyes to see if hers are open but they aren't. Her eyes are shut and she's actually kissing me back! Fuck yeah! I place my hand on her cheek beginning to smile into the kiss. If god is really up there, this is heaven on earth. She draws away afterwards. I can't help myself at all the excitement and happiness I feel shoots through my body. I throw (y/n) over my shoulder spinning her around hearing her scream and laugh before setting her down. "(Y/n) I love you. Fuck I love you always have." The words flow from my mouth instantly. "I feel the same way Ronnie it never went away" pant (y/n) smiling brightly. "I have to do it then" I pace the beach, her eyes following me. "Do what?" She asks. I take her hands in mine noticing how small they are compared to mine. "(Y/n) I struggle with women. I'm scared to love anyone. It terrifies me. But I can't lose out on you again. I can't. Okay. I fucking love you and I have to ask...will you be my girlfriend?" I feel my heart stop for what feels like years waiting for her answer.
"Ronnie." She stops. My chest pounds awaiting her answer.