Ronnies POV

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Man. The night to show off my girl has finally come. Holding the door for her, (y/n)  walks in a swaying like fashion towards our car. Damn it I love this girl. It's so strange to me. Love and passion don't exactly come easily to me. I see my mother in every girl I meet. I hate my fucking mother. I know it's weak to feel that way. But whatever if it makes me an asshole then I'm an asshole baby. But (y/n)...no she's different. I don't see my mother in her. Maybe the mother of my kids. Maybe. I realize that my cheeks are turning red while I drive down the snow lined highway. (Y/n) looks out the window enjoying the white snow. The way she thinks and analyzes things is beyond my comprehension. It's fascinating. Captivating I guess. How any fucker could beat her? I don't have the slightest damn clue. I swear if I ever see that fucker again...
"Ronnie were here." Says (Y/n) making me jump. "Are you alright?" Her (y/e/c) eyes soften with one of her delicate hands on my upper arm in comfort. "I'm..I'm fine, Babe. Let's just enjoy tonight okay?" I give a sort of nervous smile before receiving a kiss on the cheek.

Andy sure as hell knows how to throw a banging ass party. It reminds me of when I was a kid. When we first met to be honest. I missed her all those years. Not once did I forget her. "Hi (y/n) Hello Ronnie" Says Juliet give both (y/n) and I a brief hug. "Happy to have made it." Grins my girlfriend. I nod agreeing. "Nice party." I say trying to make some sort of conversion. "Thanks Ronnie. Andy should be around here somewhere." Jus as Juliet says this, Andy walks up to our group. "What's up Ronnie, and..?" Andy looks at (y/n)
"Ahh this is my girlfriend, (y/n). (Y/n) I'm sure you know Andy?" I look at her as well. "Of course. Andy Biersack. I've been a fan since Black veil brides first formed. I even remember Andy Sixx all the way up to Andy Black." Andy and Juliet laugh lightheartedly. "I love meeting fans. So, have you finally found the one to take the elusive and crazy Ronnie Radke?" Grins Andy in my direction. "Maybe I have dude. Maybe I have." I slide an arm around her waist feeling her closer to me. "I wish you two luck. Invite us to the wedding?" He winks at her making her laugh. "Of course." Answers (y/n). I notice a face in the crowd. A pale face with blonde hair. Sweet mother of god. "Ahh Andy can I talk to you a moment?" The two of us step away from the girls. "What's wrong?" Asks Andy. "Why is sally here." I ask growing irritated. Sally. My ex. The one that sent me to prison for "beating her" lying bitch. I really though she liked me. I truly thought SHE was the one. It was a fail. I want nothing to do with her. I never beat my girlfriend she's a GODDAMN BITCH MAN. The truth is she was mad I broke it off and tried to hurt me. I hate her. She stayed friends with Juliet I totally forgot about what happened. Shit this could get bad." He responds. "Just...try to avoid her." Andy pats my shoulder before getting lost in the crowd. Not even an hour into the party I lose (y/n) in the crowd. Where did she go? There's a fuck ton of people she couldn't have gotten too far. Without realizing it I bump into someone fairly hard. "Oh I'm sorry I wasn't-Ronnie?" It's her. She's found me. I wrinkle my nose slightly. "Sally." I say in an annoyed voice. "Hey! Um...what are you doing here.?" Says Sally with a hand on her hip. "Oh what's it to you. Like you give a fuck." I glare down at her. "Ugh. Still an asshole aren't you. Well, no matter. You look great." She winks in a some what flirtatious way. "Whatever Sally I'm trying to find someone." Continuing to search over the crowd I still can't find (y/n). I'm beginning to worry. "I like your tattoos. Did you get more since we split?" Sally runs a hand across my tattooed arm. Growing pissed I take both of her wrists in my hands to keep her from touching me any more. "Listen to me. I'm not interested. After the bullshit your crazy ass put me through? You think you have any chance at all? You're fucked In the head if you think so. Not to mention I found someone I want to share my life with. I don't need negativity. I'm not losing this one." I say staring her deathly in the eyes. "Well, you might have just lost her" says Sally referring to (y/n) standing a few feet away frozen. "Damn it!" I let go of her arms as (y/n) storms off. "(Y/n)! I didn't do anything!" I run after her.
"Y/n? Ronnie? Whoa! What's going on?" Andy catches up to my pace. "Sally, (y/n) misunderstanding. I'll explain later." I pant exiting the building door into an ally way. Fuck where did she go? Home. She had to have walked home. Turning on the corner, My cars gone. Right I gave her the keys. Fuck I'm the one walking in twenty degree weather. I walk briskly home before just saying fuck it and bursting into a sprint.
I'm completely out of breath. Damn it I hate running. The house is locked. "(Y/n!) Babe open the door! I-It's freezing." My body trembles when the dead bolt unlocks. "Who was she." Says (y/n) angrily. "(Y/n) please. You don't understand" I follow her inside. I never took her as the jealous type. "Apparently not" says (y/n) sitting on the couch away from me. "Babe. She's my crazy ass ex. You were one of my fans before we dated right?" I rub her knee before she shoves me away. "Yes why." "Do you remember I went to prison for supposedly beating my girlfriend?" "Yes" "She lied. She was mad I broke up with her and tonight...she was all fucking weird and touching my tattoos so I held her arms that way she couldn't touch me while I explained that she doesn't have a chance because I found the person I want to live my life with." My face is on fire and I cover my mouth. Fuck! That part wasn't supposed to come out yet. "You...you feel that way?" (Y/n) turns to me. "Duh." Of course I fucking do! "Ronnie...you're shaking." Her hand presses lightly against my face. Fuck every time she touches me electricity pulses through my body. I can't fucking stand it anymore. I need her. My hands cup her face in a passionate and deep kiss. She leans back returning the kiss, pulling me on top of her. My lips stay locked with hers for what feels like an eternity. Sexually tension is fucking annoying. I start to feel "excited" if you catch my drift, having my member press against the zipper of my jeans. Lifting (y/n) up by her ass, her legs wrap around my waist instantly as she plays with my hair on the way to the bedroom.
Within no time we're completely nude, missionary style, intensely having a make out session. Best words to describe it? Hot and dangerous. "Are you sure your ready for this?" I say looking down and her gorgeous body. So delicate and beautiful. Nothing I've ever seen or experienced before. "Absolutely." She smiles that pretty white smile. I don't want to hurt her. I'm not a gentle person but get her I have to try. My hands hold her hips gently while I press into her. Her face winces having her cherry popped. "D-Damn you're tight." She whines slightly from the feeling of my teeth pressing lightly into the sweet spots on her neck and collar bone, continuing to slide myself into her trying really fucking hard to be gentle with her. I love her. I don't think I'd be able to live with myself if I hurt her. Finally reaching my base, she's giggling. "What's so funny?" I question enjoying her hands going to my back. "I'm just happy." Her voice is heaven right now. Carefully, I start to go in and out of her at a steady pace. Her moans are like fucking crack. Hearing her soft moans of pleasure in my ear drives me mad speeding my pace up steadily. "O-ooh Ronnie~" Say (y/n) beginning to dig her nails into my back. "F-fuck" I cuss under my breath getting faster, her moans getting louder and sweeter. He legs begin to tremble as she tightens around my member. Widening her legs I go faster making her moan loudly clawing at my back. "Ooh baby you like it right don't you." I tease (y/n) making her whimper from the feelings. The faster I go the louder she gets. Pinning her arms, (y/n) wraps her legs around me forcing me to go as deep as I can, hitting and massaging her sweet G-Spot. "R-Ronnie I'm g-g-gonna-!" (Y/n) screams out climaxing in a back arching sheet gripping orgasm. Feeling her explode on my base pushes my over the edge. "Fuck!" I yell climaxing as well. Never in my life has Sex been THAT fucking satisfying. I pull out of her carefully, laying next to (y/n) panting. "Fuck (y/n)...that...was like cocaine." "Sex with you was everything I've every wanted." Says (y/n) moving her head and hand on my chest sleepily. Playing with her hair, (y/n) falls asleep in my arms, on my chest. I couldn't ask for anything else. I'm completely sure that (y/n) is the one...I think...
I have to ask her to marry me.
When the timing is right hopefully she'll agree to Mrs. (y/n) Radke. I kept my promise and I will continue to. A satisfied smile faintly appears on my lips while I drift off into a fantastic ass sleep.
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