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Chapter 6

Cameron collapsed on top of me, his sweat chest touching mine. We were both taking in deep breathes as we just finished.

He rolled off of me, laying on his back and looking at the ceiling.

"That was-"

"Amazing." Cameron interrupted, looking at me.

"Yeah." I said, trying to hold back a smile.

"I told you I would make you feel better than any guy ever has." Cameron whispered in my ear, before getting up and pulling his t-shirt over his head. I laid there, not having any words. Cameron was absolutely amazing in bed. I watched Cameron put his clothes back on and fix his messy hair, making sure nothing was out of place. He looked over to me.

"Maybe instead of watching you could get dressed." He smirked, throwing me my clothes.

"Thanks." I mumbled, Turing a bright shade of red.

"Tessa should be back soon, so go back to your room." He said, a little more demanding than needed.

I was about to say something, but I stood up and walked out, not wanting to argue after we just had sex. Cameron is such a dick. He uses me for hooking up. He doesn't care at all. But why do I care? I knew from the beginning this was only hooking up and that's it. Nothing more. Was I starting to fall for Cameron?

No. I wouldn't let myself. It's sex, and only sex. I want to end it so bad but we both know I don't have the will power.

I slammed my door closed, loud enough that Cameron could hear next door.

I hate Cameron. I hate him for doing this to me, but also Tessa. I hate myself for doing this to Tessa.

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I laid on my bed, watching mean girls and eating popcorn. Tessa and Cameron were on a date, so I stayed in my room the whole day, doing nothing. I looked over to the clock, it was already 6. They should be back soon.

I got up and walked to my fridge, grabbing a coke and then laying down again. Around 6:30 I heard a knock at my door, taking me by surprise.

"Uh, hold on!" I yelled, scrambling to take my hair down and take my glasses off. I ran to the door, swinging it open.

Cameron.

I stood there, not saying anything.

"Hey." He said, inviting himself in.

"I didn't say you could come in." I said, crossing my arms.

"Don't act like you don't want me to." He laughed, sitting on my bed. I stood there, not moving.

"So what movie are you watching." He asked, throwing some popcorn in his mouth.

"Cameron, get out." I said, opening the door for him.

"Why?" He asked, rolling his eyes.

"Because! We can't do this anymore! Please stop this! You know I'll give in so you don't stop! Please." I said, now in tears over how guilty I felt.

Cameron's face fell from his smirk. "Fine, I'll stop." He whispered, his eyes darting away from me.

"You mean it?" I asked, wiping my eyes.

"Yeah." He said, expressionless, still staring at the tv. I let out a deep breathe, and 100 pounds were lifted off my shoulder. I walked over to him and sat next to him, and started watching mean girls. Just because we were done doesn't mean we can't be friends?

"Annie." Cameron spoke, after a couple minutes of silence. I didn't dare to look at him, and fall into his stupid trap again.

"What?" I asked, looking at the tv.

"Look at me." He said, turning my face.

"What?" I stuttered, getting more and more weak.

"Can we hook up one more time." He asked, staring at my lips.

"Cameron, no." I yelled, standing up. He stopped me from walking away by grabbing the band of my sweats, pulling me down so I was straddling him.

"One more time. Just one." He begged, slipping two fingers into my pants.

I couldn't help but spread my legs wider as his touch.

"I can't." I barley made out as Cameron teased me.

"Why not? You know you want to." He said into my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

"I-" I tried to speak, but I couldn't.

"It's okay, I'll do all the talking." He moaned into my ear, as he pushed my over so he was straddling me now.

His lips touched mine, something I have to admit I missed. Our lips moved in sync as he slipped his hands into my pants again, not bothering to take them off, and slipping two fingers inside.

"Oh god." I moaned, scratching Cameron's back, encouraging him to go faster.

As I was about to reach my climax, Cameron stopped, and sat up.

"What?" I asked, worried.

"I think I just heard Tessa open the door to my room." He whisper- yelled.

"Fuck." I said, pushing Cameron off of me and going to the other bed, trying to act natural.