My Tourmaline

Chapter Twenty Two

It's 3:55pm and I agreed to meet Niall in the nearby park a few minutes away from Summer's flat. This bench feels like it's going to break beneath me, either that or the gust of wind is going to sweep me up along with the brittle bench and take me off into the sky. It seriously felt like a twister or tornado was on its way, THAT'S how windy it was. I pulled my coat around me, hugging myself in whilst eyeing up the pedestrians as they strolled past me either walking their dogs or hand in hand with their other half. I looked over the grassy hill in front of me, where suddenly appeared a blonde mop of hair. A figure dressed in a tight wooly jumper, a pair of jeans, boots and a baggy duffle coat. Niall.

He approached me with a smile, bringing me towards him in a tight embrace.

"Hey darling, windy isn't it?!" He chuckled, pulling his coat into him as I mirrored his actions.

"Yeah, it's not exactly the ideal situation to discuss things.." I awkwardly looked away. I'm shitting myself right now, I mean I can barely remember having any conversations with this boy, yet I may have lost my virginity to him and I'm standing here, heart in my mouth staring back at a figure of a somewhat stranger. Summer was right... Where was Lil gone?

"We can sit in my car if you want? I've got work in half an hour down the road anyway, so it's not a problem to.."

"..Yeah. Yeah let's sit in your car."

Yep. This was officially awkward.

***

We were finally in the warmth. We walked in silence for a few minutes to the side road behind the park, where sat an Audi convertible. The leather seats of the interior were heated beneath me, and it added somewhat comfort to the situation.

"Look. I.. I'm just gonna say it. Did we have sex last night?"

Someone had to bring it up.. Right?

"Haha. Nothing like getting to the point!" He laughed awkwardly behind his hand and looked to me, "No. No we didn't. Came close to it I mean we got in the bed after all the drama, played truth or dare, one thing led to another.. Well.. Do you want me to spare the details? I won't be awkward about it if you want to know?"

"If that's okay..go from playing truth or dare. I remember up to that point..."

I needed to know. It was more of a self reassurance thing, so I would never be left wondering in the future what had happened.

"It all started with us playing truth or dare after all the drama. We were together on the bed, you were in your underwear, I was ya know... naked..Um... It's a little blurred for me too mind, but, ill try my best. Soooo..."

*Flashback*

"I dare you to kiss me, and not think of Harry at all whilst doing it. Deal?"

"Deal."

Niall leant forward, closing his eyes as his lips met with mine. His plump rose lips came together with mine so softly yet so eagerly, his tongue running across my bottom lip hungrily as I allowed him access into my mouth. The kiss deepened and became more and more passionate, my hands hungrily fisting through his blonde hair. I felt his arms rub slowly down my back, unclamping my bra. I'd already let him fiddle with my breasts a little, but they were now free and his hands greedily cupped them, massaging the circumference whilst continuing to kiss me passionately.

"I'm gonna make you feel so good." He whispered against my ear. I moaned in response, as his hand slowly slid down my stomach and to the top of my pant line. My stomach squirmed in response, as I felt him pull them down slowly, so they were resting wrapped round the bottom of my ankles. I was getting more and more drunk by the minute, so much so his face was beginning to blur, and I didn't feel him enter me with his fingers until he entered a third one in. They plunged inside of me with great pressure, slowly withdrawing in and out as I felt myself become damp inbetween my legs. I didn't feel much pain, as the alcohol had subsided any that dared tingle my nerves. All I was feeling was pleasure, and excitement.. And a mixture of sickness and sleepiness in there too. I continued to moan, as I bucked my hips against Niall's fingers. His weight became heavier on top of me, grinding himself against my body harsher and harsher where I actually yelped a little with uncomfortableness. He didn't seem to notice, continuing to grind himself, puzzling his lips together with mine and plunging his fingers inside of me. I let out a huge moan as I felt something even thicker inside of me..