i caught a cold. stayed in bed for the whole day, i don't have the strength to stand up. i decided to text you,
"hey where you at? i caught a cold, come over and bring porridge :)) like pls i'm suffering"
ding! you answered my text and when i read your reply, my face fell, frown started to take over my whole face and i suddenly feel even worst than before.
"i'm so sorry but i can't today, i'm out for lunch with eunbi and promised her since last week. feel better, i'll pray for you xx. i'll make it up to you, i promise okay??"
"ah, okay. thank u tho, have fun! i'll just ask yeri to come over."
and that day, i didn't even have the strength to call yeri anymore, and i feel blue; sad, betrayed and weak. but at least, you're hoping that i'll feel better right? i should be happy because you still care for me. but why do it feels so hard to even smile?
