When I close my eyes they feel warm and they're watery and the space above my upper lip is sweating, I have a headache, I'm dizzy, my throat feels tight, my chest hurts my right and left arm hurt, I have anxiety I can see my heart beating but that's not abnormal for me and what if I'm gonna have a heart attack and I die and these are my last words and I'm too scared to confess my wrongdoings I need to pee but I don't wanna get up and there's a pressure in my chest when I breathe and my heartbeat is abnormally fast I might have a fever I wanna cry but I don't wanna draw attention to myself I keep having panic attacks what is wrong with me and what if we go to the hospital and nothings wrong with me I'm shaking but I'm not cold I feel like I need to throw up it's hard to walk and my legs hurt you know what I'm just gonna tell my mom about it SK hopefully my life is saved or some shit if I don't post tomorrow I'm dead please play Polarize and Hallelujah at my funeral and the flower is spider lilies wait play Spider Dance at my funeral k bye
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RandomIDK WHAT TO CALL DIS SO HERE IT IS!!! BTW While reading this you might get triggered so if you think you'll get triggered please leave :3 and cover image belong not to me (that wasn't English...?)
