I grabbed Kira's hands within mine and floated in the air. "I don't like this already," she murmured as I started to drag her closer to the edge. "Think you're a bird. Think of birds, how they fly in the sky!" I exclaimed as we inched closer and closer to where the ground would drop away. "I'm a bird. Birds fly. Fly through the air. I'm a bird that can fly. I can fly-" I pulled her off the solid ground and she started to float. I let go of her hand as she stood in one place amd stared down at the ground. "I'm... flying! This is amazing!" She screamed. "Okay, follow me," I laughed as I began to move forewards. "Wait! I.. I don't know how to," she admitted as she stood in one spot and looked around.
"Just... move," I said, not sure how to describe it. It's just something you do. Kira began flapping her arms and I snorted with laughter. "You don't have to move like a bird-" "THEN WHY DID YOU TELL ME TO BE A BIRD?!" She yelled throwing her arms up, oh my gods, okay. "Just hold my hand the whole trip," I sighed, floating to her and reaching for her hand. "I have a bad feeling about that," she said, pulling her hand away from me. "I swear it will be fine," I smirked, putting my hand out again. This time, with little reluctance, she put her hand in mine. A sudden rush of.. emotion sent waves throughout the touch and I was shocked. I pulled my hand away and muttered many obscenities under my breath.
"Bill," Kira said in an oddly confident voice, I turned to see she had began to emmit color. It was colors of pink, green and blue, and her eyes had turned into a much lighter blue. "I'm going to wake up." She said in a voice that made my chest feel like it was rotting in the sun. She took my hands in the both of hers and pulled herself closer to me, looking me in the eyes. "Teach me to dance in the clouds," she whispered, and suddenly I was in the back of her mind again, a black room filled with doors to many forgotten memories.
She woke up... was that... was that her soul? It was beautiful.. so intense and elegant. She seemed to glow and her voice ruled the world. It ruled my world. I need to see that part of her again. How can I do that? An all knowing beast like me can surely think of something! But what? She held my hand again, so that won't do anything. She said to teach her to dance in the clouds.. what does that mean? Oh, wait... she means... she wants to dance in the clouds. She literally wants to dance in the clouds. I could of spun around and flew in circles at the thought of dancing with her to see that part of her again. The fact I would have to wait hours kills me, I'm ready to see her again.
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Why do I feel so... light? I walked down the aisles at the local market, stocking shelves. I feel as if I could easily just leap from the floor and I might fly away. Just like a bird. I smiled at that thought. Yeah, I guess just like a bird. I'd love to fly... I could dance in the clouds and touch the sky. I feel like I could paint the sky all those beautiful colors I see. I wish I could be responsible for the colors I admired every day, I would be so proud to be able to do that.
I dreamily sighed, amd I could of sworn that I was in a different world for a few seconds. In a world where I fit in, I knew who I was, amd Bill.... wait, who's Bill? The feeling of knowing that name was deep inside me. I felt it in my chest and stomach, and in the back of my mind somewhere...
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I Am Full [A Bill Cipher Fanfiction]
FanficI am already who I am. There is no other half of me. I am already me. I am already full.