I Think I'm Better Off Dead (Setiplier)

6. I'm trying

                          M
Since Jack admitted his love for me I have been trying to get better. Jack has been my antidote. I'm going to therapy now, even though my therapist is a bitch, I've been trying to pull through..... for Jack.

                         J
I have noticed a change in Mark. He seems to be much happier than before I met him. I have a plan to take him out tonight and then I will ask him to be mine, not in marriage cause I'm not ready for that and I don't think Mark is either, I will ask him to be my boyfriend. I hope he'll say yes. He won't say yes, you idiot. How could he love you. I mean have you seen yourself lately. Your pathetic.  That word rang through my head. Anti always tried to lower my self esteem. Lots of times he took over made me do odd, bad, or self pained things. While he's doing these things to me or others all I can do is watch. I can feel him taking over now. He's taking me to the bathroom. Oh no he found them I thought I'd hidden them good. Then I feel it. The cool metal piercing my skin and sliding slowly across my wrist. Have fun explaining this one Jackaboy he taunted. I was back in control. I cleaned the cuts and called Mark. "Hello" he said. "Hey markle sparkle" I said back. "Oh hello Jackaboy" I could almost hear him smile. "I was wondering if you'd want to go out for dinner tonight?" I asked. "Of course" he answerd quickly. "Ok I'll pick you up in an hour, be ready" I said happily. "Thanks mom" he giggled a hung up. I turned off my phone and decided to get ready. I rummaged through my closet and found a dark grey sweater and black skinnies. I fixed , or tried to fix, my hair. I got ready and looked at the time. I might as well go ahead, better early than late.

.....

I pull up to his house and he cockily walks out in a red flannel with black skinnies. "Well hello" he says in a gruff voice. I smirk "Oh just get your sexy arse in the car". He hops in and I start to drive.

/I'm back bitches (:<\