even though i know what lies ahead i still manage to get caught up in the moment and i continue to reach for your hand. you pull me back up and comfort me like everything is alright as you lead me down your path of lies. you grab my hand tightly and run ahead, but i trip on obstacles you left for me to pick up. all the walls you build up between us i continue to break and get past them, but i am no longer strong and you no longer want me. i knew you didn't like the feeling of us, but just the thought of being in love made me crazy. i hear you call from the other side of the wall. i did not answer because you did not call for me, you called for her. i lay there hopelessly waiting till he comes back and figures out that i was all that he needed all along.
