how can it be that i am happy and sad at the same time?
when i see you.
when i hear your name.
when i think of a memory.
how can it be that i hate and love you at the same time?
when i see you.
when i hear your name.
when i think of a memory.
i want us so bad, but i will never force us.
if we were met to be then your soul will find its way back to mine.
thank you for all that you have done for me.
i'm so happy for you
and i could never truly hate you.
i just sometimes want to because of how you hurt me.
but i know you didn't mean to hurt me.
you have you're right to be happy.
i'd rather you be happy alone and me sad, then me happy with you and you sad.
you're happiness is so high and i will do anything to make you happy.
how is it that i still think of you every day?
every hour?
every minute?
every second?
you are always on my mind, i could never forget about you.
