i am chaos shoved into a person.
i crash and break
and twirl and shake,
like a hurricane and an earthquake.
nobody should be able to love me because i am a mistake.
i cannot be controlled.
for gods sake, just leave me with this headache and wake me up when
you are ready for me to water the flowers.
when i awake i cannot stop crying till i overfill the lake and my heart will start to freeze and snowflakes will fall.
just leave me and all this chaos because i will freeze your heart to ice and it will shrink down small.
my love is shown through pain my dear, just hold onto me and don't fear.
