i hear you knocking at my door,
but the only one with the key is my true love
and them only can enter my heart.
i will no longer let anyone just roam in here.
i hear you at 2am throwing rocks at my window reciting romeo and juliet.
we aren't lovers.. anymore anyways.
i loved you and you shattered the windows and broke down my doors and created catastrophic damage to my sacred heart.
since then i have never forgave you for wrecking me and burying me under this debris.
i was bruised and broken and i bandaged my OWN scars while you were away.
i built this house out of brick this time, i'm bulletproof.
no more will i get hurt from you or any toxic person.
you only came back here because it was familiar to you, not because you were worried about me or that you had crazy restless thoughts about me.
sure i do love you, but i will never let you back into MY house ever again, because i built my walls high and i will never open that door ever.
you will soon only remember my porch and the door.
you will forget me and move on like you did before.
so don't you ever say, "i love you." when you don't mean it.
don't use it so carelessly like they mean nothing.
