• Weak ; jamilton •

IV

alexander

    i was sitting by Angelica, fidgeting with my thumb. Eliza was bowling, and Peggy was grabbing us drinks. i had seen John Laurens (my crush) come in with Lafayette, a short while Thomas too. Thomas was terrible, he always was such a jerk. i don't care what Laf ever says, he will always be bad in my eyes. but John...John... 

     John was the most beautiful person i've ever met! on my first day of school, i had a guide take me around the school: Aaron Burr. i sat by him at lunch, while he was giving me some random advice, 3 guys came into the cafeteria. yelling and dancing. one guy (Laf) even got on a table and laid down in a seductive manner. i'm pretty sure Aaron secretly hates them all. whatever though, Aaron is kinda a loner, i mean he hangs with John's mortal enemy: Charles Lee.

    but back to my favorite thing: John adorable Laurens. he was obsessed with doodling, turtles, and hated racism. we all did. but he was the most passionate and loudly-spoken person about it. he was also hella gay. so ayeee i was bi...how you doin? anyways, we would always hang & cuddle, but we never did anything more cause his dad is super homophobic. which i honestly hate. i wish John and i could be more than cuddle-buddies...but John gets too worried. he was here though. so was Laf...and Herc.

   Herc had pretty terrible amnesia and had forgotten everyone. even his boyfriend Lafayette. it was a really heartbreaking time for Laf. he cried every night. he spent nights at my apartment, crying. i tried to cheer him up, but never could. he would listen to Taylor Swift on repeat for hours, and eat chocolate ice-cream to his heart's content.

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   it was my turn to bowl, and i hadn't gotten a single strike. i was so pissed because the whole time Angie would roast my skills, Eliza would stand up for me but could never be mean to her sister. Peggy just laughed at the burns and cheered Angie on. i would glance only momently at John. Peggy caught him looking at me too. i blushed. Angie teased me about him, Eliza would just laugh.

   "Anyone hungry?" I asked. the Schuylers were rich as fuck. they kept buying us more rounds, we were only on our second, but we had 3 more after this. i was starving. i had eaten a little BLT before coming here, but it was only half. i was also thirsty. "Me!" Peggy perked up. "Yeah, get us pizza!" Eliza said smiling, she was up to bowl. "I'll bowl for you..." Angie said with a mischievous grin plastered on her face. i scoffed and walked over to the built-in Pizza Hut. wow. this bowling alley had a lot of money put into it.

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   after ordering a half cheese, half pepperoni pizza, i sat down. Eliza got a jug of lemonade sent to our table by the bowling row thingy so i didn't need to get drinks.

   sitting down at the little bar, waiting for my pizza since it was crowded, someone else came up to order. Thomas. friggin. Jefferson. he was sweating and fidgeting looking around frantically. what the hell happened to him. i looked in the same direction his gaze stopped at. Martha Wayles. his actual enemy. even if he implied it was me, i knew deep down the person he hated the most was Martha Wayles. she broke his heart. twice. like damn. i just argue with him...a lot.

   he looked like he was about to pass out, he had already ordered. he turned to face the little bar where everyone else was sitting, and without even noticing me, sat down right beside me. "Um?" i asked, kinda shocked he didn't realize me. he looked at me, i could tell he was a little disgusted by seeing me. i had sent him the look right back. He looked away though and at the doors again. i looked there too. Martha was coming right towards us. "Hey Hamilton!" i fixed my glare back onto him. "Sorry!" he said. i gave him a confused look before he started to kiss me.

that's right. kiss me.

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ya yeeT xD it was my friend's birthday today and i think she though i forgot that rip. anyways, i have to run the mile tomorrow fml. also YES THE START OF JAMILTON <3 also there will be other ships:

lams

hamliza (flashback maybe, that's it)

also: washette (you'll see, also i don't ship them just for a little part i believe that will happen xD)