Just a hold on a little longer

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Jack:
I walked though the hospital doors into the reception. I had a shaky breath cold sweat dripping down my face and on my hands I was even paler then before. It's been a week since mark had gotten into the accident. He was driving. Drunk. It was an attempt at suicide. He drank because he knew it was poison to him he drove because the drinking didn't finish him off. I stared at the ground trying to suppress tears from falling as I walked to the front desk. My hair hung over one eye. "How can I help you sir" the lady at the desk said "I'm here to see my friend mark Edward f" I said trying to stop my self from stuttering "okay right this way" she got up from her desk and headed down a long hallway. I looked into one of the rooms with an open door and saw doctors frantically trying to save a mans life. Looked like he had been beaten up. I didn't here beeping from the machine. He was dead. Tears formed in my eyes as I imagined mark in that position. Hopefully not.

I walked into the room the receptionist told me to go into. I slowly opens the door and the sight I saw before me made my heart drop. Mark half awake hooked up to machines and all sorts. A doctor was standing by the side of him "you must be Sean...umm...I'm afraid we have bad news... your friend has a slim chance of making this out alive" I felt my heart pound and my guts twist I had to hold back tears. "He wanted to speak with you"

I sat in the chair and grabbed marks hand "why did you do this" was all I could say "Sean...I've fucked up...real bad I want to live but the doctor said there's nothing he can do" my heart sank and tears dropped down my face I sniffles and gripped his hand tighter. "They said we don't know how long you have left but they let me sleek to one last person I had to right the other letters" he began to tear "Sean I want you to know that when I'm gone" I began to cry "and I can't talk to you" I gripped his hand tighter "I will always be there you were my best friend" I was bailing my eyes out I felt hopeless "it's my time to leave this planet but can you do something for me" he said gripping my hand "yes anything mark" I said through shaky breaths and loud sobs "don't ever harm yourself or take away your life please for me" I sob as I held his hand with both of mine "goodbye jack you were always me best friend" the beeping stopped on the machine I called the doctor in a panic they came rushing in. They were trying to ask me to leave but I couldn't hear then I was too stunned. One of them dragged me out and put me in another room. When I came to my senses of what happened I broke down. He was my best friend and now he's dead but there still a chance all I could do was hope. "Sean I'm sorry to say but your friend unfortunately passed" I gripped the arms of the seat. "He asked me to give this to you and said to read it at home" he smiled and I walked out the. Building to head for home

I opened the door to my house and made myself a cup of coffee. I sT down on my sofa and undid the note.

Dear jack
I know you are having a hard time understanding why I did this and I don't want you to dwell on it so I'm going to explain. I feel like I failed my fans my girlfriend. And most of all you. What I said in my most recent video was horrible I regret that. But it doesn't matter now. Sean you are my best friend and will always be my bestie, jack I want you to know I'm always here I'm always listening you can tell an empty room every thing and it would be me your talking to because I'm always there I will never leave your side Sean you were my closest friend so if I didn't tell you in the hospital please promise me this one thing, be safe never do something to harm yourself please I don't know what I would do then without you.
With lost of love
~markimoo

I was crying my eyes out I couldn't do this I couldn't live like this I headed up to my room shaking with what I was about to do "Sean please don't" I herd marks voice go in my head "you promised" he cried I stepped back from the gun but shook it off and loaded it "Sean please listen don't I don't know if I can ever forgive myself for what I've done no please" mark screamed from inside my head "at least I can be with you now" i say and put the fun in my mouth "Sean I'm already with you I'm already-" BANG

Everything went black.

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