A Life that's been loved

It just seemed right**

You placed your hand on Ed's inner thigh, slowly moving it upwards. You had almost reached your destination when his hand came crashing down, holding onto yours tightly stopping it from going any further. You both still went about the conversations you were having with others, ignoring the power struggle going on under the table between you both. You glanced over to Ed who was staring at you with an amused look on his face, you shoot him an innocent smile, the one you knew sent him crazy with lust because he knew you were so far from innocent it wasn't funny. You started squeezing his thigh, finally he loosened his grip and you managed to quickly make your way up to his groin where you began to lightly stroke him through his jeans. You heard a small whimper escape his lips before he grabbed your wrist and halted your movements. He lent over and whispered into your ear, "lets get out of here" before kissing your cheek. You nodded your head in agreement and bit your bottom lip before he lent over once again "yeah, you're going to have stand in front of me, thanks to you I now have a bulging erection". You did you best to stifle your laughter before getting up with Ed who had positioned himself behind you, placing his hands on your waist before he excused you both and you made your way out the door.

It was then flashes of light began to blind you, you stepped back probably more in shock than anything else before Ed's hand grabbed yours tightly. "Feel like an evening run" he said into your ear before pulling you away into the night. It only took a few minutes of the two of you running before you found your way back to the secure compound the tour buses were parked in. Security let you both through before stopping the small group of paps and fans who had decided that a late night game of tag was on their agenda's tonight. He turned and gave them a quick smile and wave before turning back around and made his way back to the bus. We were due to leave again tonight at some point however seeing as everyone was back at the restaurant you knew you had a few hours up your sleeve before another cross country journey.

"Well that was fun" you said as you stepped onto the bus heading towards Ed's little room at the very back. "You'll get used to it" he huffed following you. "We ran for like 2 minutes, how can you be so puffed" you questioned him. "Were not all slender little athletes like yourself there Missy". Ed grabbed you by your waist and pulled you close for a kiss. You wrapped your arms around his neck and happily allowed him access to your mouth. He pushed you back towards the bed before he landed on top of you placing sweet kisses along your jaw line and down your neck. He looked back up at you and placed a gentle kiss on your right cheek where finally your bruise had begun to fade. His forehead was resting on yours, his hand caressing your cheeks. "You tell me to stop and I'll stop" he kissed you, "you're in control here". You began to feel tears welling up in your eyes, you turned your head slightly looking up to the ceiling and let out a slight whimper. "Just don't stop okay" the tears had begun to fall by this stage. "Just fuck me Teddy, please, I want you".

You stripped off his shirt and flipped him over so you were now straddling him. You lifted your shirt over your head before lifting yourself slightly so you were able to unclasp his buckle and pull down his jeans and boxers. He just laid there, completely naked on the bed, no doubt a little shocked at how fast you had managed to move. You stood up and removed your jeans, underwear and finally your bra. "Jesus fucking Christ" Ed exclaimed when you re-positioned yourself back on lap and began to lightly pump his throbbing manhood. Before he had even had a chance to react you lowered yourself onto him, slowly beginning to ride his cock. Ed placed his hands on your waist and let out a loud moan while he threw his head back against the pillows closing his eyes. "Fuck Ella, I'd forgotten how good you were" he said as he thrust his hips upwards causing you to throw your head back in pleasure. Moans and grunts filled the room and it wasn't long until you were both covered in sweat. Ed flipped you onto your back and ploughed his shaft into your throbbing pussy. "Harder" you said through heavy breaths to which he happily obliged. "Fuck" you screamed bringing one hand up to brace yourself against the wall, he bought his hand down to your clit and started rubbing and with that, you were gone. You arched your back, moaning his name over and over again as wave after wave crashed down upon your body. This of course set Ed off who by this stage was also riding out his own orgasm, groaning in pleasure. Afterwards, the two of you just laid on the bed, trying to catch your breaths, both with stupid grins on your faces.

"Come here" Ed said as he held out his arm for you bringing you to rest your head on his chest. "Now who's out of breath" he laughed as he felt your chest heaving as you tried to calm your breathing. You let out a forced laugh, you weren't really paying attention to him anymore. You were lost in your own thoughts, trying to figure out what was going on in your head. Were you happy, sad, frightened? You couldn't quite figure it out.

You tightened your grip around Ed's chest and snuggled your head as far as you could into his neck. Even covered in sweat, you loved the way he smelt, always had. Ed rolled onto his side, wrapped both his arms around you and held you as tightly as he could obviously picking up on your body language. He bought his lips to yours and ever so gently kissed you before resting his head back down on the pillow, inches away from yours, starring into your eyes. "You alright there love"?

You thought for a moment before a small smile draped over your lips. "I'm happy" you simply replied before leaning in for another kiss. "This, all of this, it just seems right". He looked at you intently for a brief moment. "I never stopped loving you Elanor, it didn't matter who I was with my heart always wanted you". "That's because I'm incredible in bed" you replied proudly before flashing him a cheeky grin. "Bed, chair, floor, kitchen bench, dining table, car, dive bar bathroom...." he said recalling some of the more creative places from your younger years as you both laughed. "We'll make it work baby, I know the distance is a pain in the ass but well figure it out" Ed said, his head turned towards you. "Okay" you said nodding, never being so certain about anything before. Ed leaned toward you once more, kissing you passionately before his hands began exploring your body once again. Round two was going to be good.